Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > I brought you my bullets, you brought me your love.3 Reviews
We arrived at Newcastle yesterday, I seriously don't miss this place. I mean, I miss my family who live here. Anyway, today is our day off and I'm trying to convince them all to let me visit my family . Mikey seems intrigued by my life but so does Frank, I suppose I could ask them both to come with me. Luckily, both of them were in the kitchen.
Both practically twisted their necks to see me. To be honest, I hadn't looked this normal in a while. Mikey let buy some new clothes, it's not what I'd usually wear but maybe change is good. I wore a small, mini tartan skirt with chains, a tight MCR top and my converse. Maybe it wasn't totally normal but it's a big difference for me. For once I liked the way I looked.
Was all that Mikey managed to speak, it made me totally blush a colour of red I don't even think exists. Frank just stood there mouth wide open. Gee was the first one to walk in and actually talk to me.
"Umm hi Gee, I was just wondering if someone would take me to see my family?"
"Yeah, I will"
He was quick to answer, I sort of knew why. Aunt Jess text him the other day asking him to meet her at The Angel of The North, it sucks there. I used to love being here but when I went with my Mom I just changed. Probably for the better.
We arrived at my Aunts house 15 minutes later, god I hope she's surprised. The door slowly creeped open to reveal a young, tall, slim woman in a small dress.
It was her!
Without giving her time to react, I was already diving on top of her. Engulfing her into a hug.
"Aww baby I've missed you so much"
"I've missed you too!"
Gerard peered over my shoulder and gave Jess a shy smile.
"Umm Amanda, you go in the living room. There's a surprise for you. Gee can I talk to you?"
Obviously, I did as she said and walked into the living room. Nothing looked unusual in here, what could this surprise be? I got out my new phone and text Mikey.
Hey Mikes :3 Will be back before the show! I promise, love you. A xoxo
No one knew that me and Mikey had finally became a couple. He immediately text me back, he's so sweet.
Hey Manda, good :) I'm going to miss you, love you lots. Should we tell the guys when you get back? I mean after the show. M xoxo
Should we tell them? Yeah. We should.
Yeah Mikes, I'd like that. Miss you too!!!! Love you lots. A xoxo
Aww he's so perfect. Sinking down in the chair I released a huge sigh of happiness.
I know that voice, wait it can't be.
Jess dragged me into the kitchen, quickly pulling me into a hug.
"Gerard, I missed you so much"
"Then why did you leave?"
Suddenly she burst out into a coughing fit, holding onto my jumper. After she had finished she pulled her hand away to reveal blood. Blood?
"I have Tuberculosis Gerard, this is my last month to live. Do you think I wanted to leave you? I did this to protect you"
Oh God no, she can't leave me. Not again. My eyes began to fill up with tears as I held her close to me.
"B-but you can't die. Please, can they not get you a cure"
"They could but I didn't have the money and whats the point in living when I had nothing to live for"
Nothing to live for? My heart crumbled into tiny pieces when she told me that. What about me? Did she really not care about me?
"Nothing to live for? Jess you had me! I always wanted to be there for you. In sickness and in health, till death do us part"
Now was the time, I glided onto one leg revealing the ring I should've gave her a long time ago.
"Will you marry me?"
"G-Gerar...d I- can't"
She began to violently cough and fall to the floor, my natural instinct was to catch her which is what I did.
"Jess? Jess! Tell me what's wrong"
"P... P-please h... Help me"
"PLEASE SOMEONE HELP! CALL AN AMBULANCE!"
"Mom get of my arm! LEAVE ME ALONE!"
Her grip was beginning to tighten around me wrist. The pain began to fill my body, words were starting to escape my mouth.
"No! You're coming with me!"
Why didn't she care about me? She's supposed to be my Mom, she's supposed to love me!
"NO! GERARD HELP ME!"
"Don't go crying for him you stupid bitch"
Her hand swung towards my face, attacking my cheek and leaving a hand mark upon my face. Over and over again she did it until my face was totally numb. The hard, fearful punches flew to me, almost like a bullet to the head. Gerard obviously wasn't helping, finally she hit me again and sending me to a dark black abyss of fear.
I hadn't seen Amanda before the show or after, Gerard had arrived just in time so she was probably in the crowd. Amanda is just perfect, I don't think I've ever loved someone so much as I do her. Maybe I should just check she's ok.
Hey sugar, haven't seen you :( Did you enjoy the show? Come see me! M xoxo
2 hours later and I hadn't seen Amanda, nor had she replied. Perhaps Gee will know.
"Umm Gee? Have you seen Manda?"
A hesitated look came onto his face as he slowly sighed.
"Oh well where?"
My phone suddenly rang, stopping me from talking to Gerard.
"Hold that thought it's Amanda"
" Hey Manda! Where are you? I haven't seen you all night"
"Look Mikey, I- I don't love you a-and you should l-leave me alon...e. Alone"
Leave her alone? Doesn't love me? She's lying! I can tell she's lying.
" You don't mean that and I know you don't! Tell me what's wrong, please. I love you"
"Just leave me, it's best for both of us. Bye Mikey"
It was too late, she was gone. Forever.
"See don't you feel better for letting that scumbag go?"
"The only scumbag here is you! And Aunt Jess! I hate you both! And Gerard too!"
My Mom decided to tell me their little bargain. I should've never gave Gerard her number, he just let me go. I thought he cared...
I thought she cared...