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Chapter 4
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Cassie's POV
I wandered through the streets of London and I finally felt happy. I had left my parents and shitty life behind. I was living with 2 of my closest friends. Most importantly I had Phil. That was the best part really, being with Phil. Well it would be better once we told Dan and everyone else. I knew his reaction wouldn't be a good one, but me and Phil could still enjoy being with each other in private until we could tell Dan. The past few weeks had been amazing. Phil was just perfect, I could never tire of just laying in his arms and have him hold me close to him. The feeling I get everytime I look into his shining blue eyes, was just impossible to describe. I was just on my way back from Phil's apartment, when I heard a familiar voice behind me.
"How come you haven't met up with me yet?" I spun around to see Ashley. One of my old friends, and ex boyfriend. Another result of Dan sticking his nose in. But we hadn't parted on bad terms, the only reason I lost contact with Ash was because he moved away.
"Ash!" I cried, pulling him into a hug. "Its been so long since I've seen you."
"Yeah I know, how are things?"
"Well things have definitely changed since last time I saw you." I said.
"No kidding." Ash played with a strand of my pink hair. "What the hell happened here?"
I giggled. "I fancied trying something different." Ash and I started to walk back to mine. We entered the apartment and gave each other a catch up on our lives. I had missed seeing Ash. We were close friends even before we got together. Then Dan spoiled it all as per usual. He told me that Ash didn't respect me and would end up hurting me. I told Dan he was being ridiculous and to stay out of my business. Instead he told Ash to stay away from me, argument started, we decided it was best to break up to stop all of the fighting.
We sat on the couch talking for a long time. Things seemed to have changed a lot. Ash was in his band with Stefan and Dru. I had run away to London. It seems like a lifetime ago we were in high school, well Ash was a few years above me. That may have been one of the things that annoyed Dan. The time seemed to fly past and Ash decided it was time to leave. We walked out the door and into the corridor. I gave him another hug, but when I went to pull away his arms stayed locked around me. Before I knew what was happening Ash was leaning down towards me and his lips crashed down on mine. I put my hands on his chest in an attempt to push him away from me, but he was gripping me too tightly and I couldn't move. I struggled against him, it was useless. I was powerless to Ash's strength.
"Cassie?" A voice I knew spoke from the end of the corridor. Phil
Ash finally let go of my lips to see Phil at the end of the hall. But his arms stayed locked around me. I turned my head to look at Phil and I could see the hurt on his face. Those blue eyes that were normally bright and shinning, just stared blankly at me. In his hand I could see my mobile, which I must have left at his apartment.
"Let go of me Ash." I said. When he didn't do as I said, I placed my hands on his shoulders, pushing him away. "Just go."
Ash glared at Phil and made his way down the corridor. Leaving just me and Phil. He started to walk towards me so I stepped back into the apartment. He followed and closed the door behing him.
"Before you say anything." I began. "You should know that I would never cheat on you. Ash kissed me. I would never do anything to hurt you and I mean it. Even if you don't believe me."
Phil's POV
I had never felt so hurt in my entire life. Cassie had betrayed me. After us risking being together. Sneaking around behing Dans back and lying to him. Was it all for nothing?
"I don't know what to believe." I whispered. "I was stupid enough to believe you wanted to be with me."
Cassies looked at me as if I had just stabbed her in the chest. "I do Phil, more than anything!"
"Then why all of the lying?" My voice was getting louder. "If you wanted to be with me, then we wouldn't have to pretend we weren't together. We wouldn't have to lie, or sneak around."
"We've been through this, its because I don't want Dan to spoil it all!" She was nearly in tears. "I want this relationship to work without him ruining it and his friendship with you!"
"Well to me it looks like you've been running around with every guy you see!" I hated myself for saying those words as soon as they cam out my mouth.
"Is that all I am to you? A stupid slut?" She choked up, determined not to cry.
"No Cassie, I didn't mean that, I-"
"Just get out Phil." She interrupted. I tried to reach out to her and she flinched away from me. "I said get out!" Shouting at me this time.
I set her phone down on the coffee table and walked out the apartment. As I headed down the streets back to my own flat, I kept thinking about what I had said. I felt awful for that. No doubt she absolutely hated me for that. She would never forgive me. I was so sure that I had lost her completely.
I reached my apartment and found it empty. Dan was nowhere to be seen. I assumed he was out with Chris and PJ, so I headed for my room and sat on the edge of the bed. I buried my face in hands and then the tears began to fall. Cassie would never want to see me again.
I wandered through the streets of London and I finally felt happy. I had left my parents and shitty life behind. I was living with 2 of my closest friends. Most importantly I had Phil. That was the best part really, being with Phil. Well it would be better once we told Dan and everyone else. I knew his reaction wouldn't be a good one, but me and Phil could still enjoy being with each other in private until we could tell Dan. The past few weeks had been amazing. Phil was just perfect, I could never tire of just laying in his arms and have him hold me close to him. The feeling I get everytime I look into his shining blue eyes, was just impossible to describe. I was just on my way back from Phil's apartment, when I heard a familiar voice behind me.
"How come you haven't met up with me yet?" I spun around to see Ashley. One of my old friends, and ex boyfriend. Another result of Dan sticking his nose in. But we hadn't parted on bad terms, the only reason I lost contact with Ash was because he moved away.
"Ash!" I cried, pulling him into a hug. "Its been so long since I've seen you."
"Yeah I know, how are things?"
"Well things have definitely changed since last time I saw you." I said.
"No kidding." Ash played with a strand of my pink hair. "What the hell happened here?"
I giggled. "I fancied trying something different." Ash and I started to walk back to mine. We entered the apartment and gave each other a catch up on our lives. I had missed seeing Ash. We were close friends even before we got together. Then Dan spoiled it all as per usual. He told me that Ash didn't respect me and would end up hurting me. I told Dan he was being ridiculous and to stay out of my business. Instead he told Ash to stay away from me, argument started, we decided it was best to break up to stop all of the fighting.
We sat on the couch talking for a long time. Things seemed to have changed a lot. Ash was in his band with Stefan and Dru. I had run away to London. It seems like a lifetime ago we were in high school, well Ash was a few years above me. That may have been one of the things that annoyed Dan. The time seemed to fly past and Ash decided it was time to leave. We walked out the door and into the corridor. I gave him another hug, but when I went to pull away his arms stayed locked around me. Before I knew what was happening Ash was leaning down towards me and his lips crashed down on mine. I put my hands on his chest in an attempt to push him away from me, but he was gripping me too tightly and I couldn't move. I struggled against him, it was useless. I was powerless to Ash's strength.
"Cassie?" A voice I knew spoke from the end of the corridor. Phil
Ash finally let go of my lips to see Phil at the end of the hall. But his arms stayed locked around me. I turned my head to look at Phil and I could see the hurt on his face. Those blue eyes that were normally bright and shinning, just stared blankly at me. In his hand I could see my mobile, which I must have left at his apartment.
"Let go of me Ash." I said. When he didn't do as I said, I placed my hands on his shoulders, pushing him away. "Just go."
Ash glared at Phil and made his way down the corridor. Leaving just me and Phil. He started to walk towards me so I stepped back into the apartment. He followed and closed the door behing him.
"Before you say anything." I began. "You should know that I would never cheat on you. Ash kissed me. I would never do anything to hurt you and I mean it. Even if you don't believe me."
Phil's POV
I had never felt so hurt in my entire life. Cassie had betrayed me. After us risking being together. Sneaking around behing Dans back and lying to him. Was it all for nothing?
"I don't know what to believe." I whispered. "I was stupid enough to believe you wanted to be with me."
Cassies looked at me as if I had just stabbed her in the chest. "I do Phil, more than anything!"
"Then why all of the lying?" My voice was getting louder. "If you wanted to be with me, then we wouldn't have to pretend we weren't together. We wouldn't have to lie, or sneak around."
"We've been through this, its because I don't want Dan to spoil it all!" She was nearly in tears. "I want this relationship to work without him ruining it and his friendship with you!"
"Well to me it looks like you've been running around with every guy you see!" I hated myself for saying those words as soon as they cam out my mouth.
"Is that all I am to you? A stupid slut?" She choked up, determined not to cry.
"No Cassie, I didn't mean that, I-"
"Just get out Phil." She interrupted. I tried to reach out to her and she flinched away from me. "I said get out!" Shouting at me this time.
I set her phone down on the coffee table and walked out the apartment. As I headed down the streets back to my own flat, I kept thinking about what I had said. I felt awful for that. No doubt she absolutely hated me for that. She would never forgive me. I was so sure that I had lost her completely.
I reached my apartment and found it empty. Dan was nowhere to be seen. I assumed he was out with Chris and PJ, so I headed for my room and sat on the edge of the bed. I buried my face in hands and then the tears began to fall. Cassie would never want to see me again.
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