josh confesses. title from Sugar We're Goin' Down. by FALL OUT BOY
My mom grows silent.
"Joshua, are you okay?"
"No! No, mom! I'm not o-fucking-kay!" I sob.
Shit, I think I'm going to throw up from this feeling.
"Mom, I gotta go...." I choke out.
I give the nurse the phone, and run to the bathroom.
I am hunched over, throwing up. It burns so badly. I hear the stall door open. Its Matt. I hiccup, as he looks at me.
"Josh, you okay?"
"No! I'm not." I choke out. "I'm in love with you."
"You're in love with me?" he whispers.
"Yes, I am!" I sob.
He pulls me into a hug, and strokes my hair.
"Well, I love you too Josh...." He says into my ear, as I sob.
I sit with him, sobbing. He holds me till I calm down, and leads me back to my room.
Ian and Mike look at us.
"Josh?" Ian asks, "You okay? Whats wrong?"
Mike looks at me.
"Sleep Josh, it'll make you feel better..." Matt whispers in my ear.
I fall asleep, and hold onto the bedsheets, tears falling down my face...
3rd update today! Oh, and Sam, my skype likes to be a bitch, so It depends if my interwebz is working! :) xo Jules