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I regret a lot of things...

by LETDOWNOFTHECENTURY 0 reviews

Joshie's sick, Matt just wants to make him feel better.

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: G - Genres: Angst,Drama,Romance - Published: 2012-11-13 - Updated: 2012-11-14 - 362 words

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Ch. 34 I regret a lot of things...

Josh's POV

I am lying on Matt's chest, hearing his heartbeat. I am so fucking tired right now! It soothes me, and causes my eyelids to close, covering my blue-grey eyes.

Matt nuzzles my cheek, "I love you Josh."

"I lerv you too Maattyy!!" I grin stupidly. "We should mate!!"

"Gorgeous, you're already pregnant. I swear we can't mate."

"You don't love me?!" I gasp, tears in my eyes.

I start crying into his shoulder. Good god Ramsay! Enough with the pms and fucking waterworks! I feel so crazy.

Matt strokes my hair, and kisses my head.

"Josh?"

"Yeah?"

"You okay? You look kinda pale again."

I smile, "I'm fine, just feeling a bit nauseous."

Matt looks at me worriedly, "Baby,
You need to go to the p-o-t-t-y?"

"I'm not a fucking dog Matt! And no, my whole body hurts! I just wanna lie here and die!" I cry.

Matt licks me again.

"Go away, I'm not in the mood..." I mumble.

"Well Mr. Ram/sassy/" Matt snickers.

"Matt, leave me the fuck alone!" I snarl. "I'm getting these fucking hormones! And that shit sucks!"

I break down sobbing,"I don't want this fucking kid. I don't want this little fuck to be growing inside me!! It's fucking unnatural!! I am sick of the mood swings, I'm sick of the weird ass cravings! And I'm so fucking sick of vomiting!!" I stop to catch my breath. My blue-grey eyes widen, and Matt grabs the trash can. I am guided to the bathroom, and I fall on the floor vomiting. Good god Ramsay! Pull it together!!! I hear Matt whisper something in my ear.

"My stomach hurts. I think I'm gonna be sick again."

"Shhh, it's okay Joshie."

Matt holds my long black hair, as I retch again.

Fuuckkk, I'm gonna be ill! Matt holds me up, as my stomach turns over. I empty myself.

Matt I fucking love you....don't go..

"Joshie? You okay?"

"Stay with me....I need you."

"I know babe." He kisses me. "I know."

*saaaammmm!!! Hiiiiiii!! My Skype is working now!!! I'm off to bed yo!! TIS ALMOST 11 PM! Night yall!
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