I'd tell a story for a story; but someone's sewn my lips shut! SOMEONE'S SHUT ME UP!
This is all of my own original thought. If you take something from me. please tell me. If you do use my words, however, I'd advise you to consult a trusted loved one to talk to you about what you're doing exactly. If you're alright, mentally.
The recommendation of help might fall flat on you, reader, since I suppose you did click this link, aware of title and description. It's a funny thought. You won't need help anymore. Not with me. We can have fun. As long as you're willing.
P.S. - Capitalization of my own words fills me with unease.