“I always know where to find you.” Axl replied, keeping his fingers with Slash's. Slash sucked on his lip, trying to keep his emotions inside...
Axl let out a soft drunken moan when his groupie ran his tongue up his neck and bit along the side of his jaw. Kisses were pressed to the side of his mouth and the fan moaned at the taste of Axl's skin. Max nose rubbed against Axl's before his mouth closed on Axl's, tongue slipping into the singers mouth. Max's fingers tangled in the long red hair and this annoyed Axl, he wanted his guitarists fingers in his hair. So Axl grabbed the hand and guided it down to his crotch.
Max then laughed and Axl bit his bottom lip, drawing some blood.
“I'm shocked you called. Your friend seemed upset the other night.” Axl quickly hushed him, telling him not to wreck the moment before he closed his eyes again, picturing that his Slash was the man on top of him. He missed Slash so every guy he fucked, he imagined that it was Slash, it made it easier. Max straddled his hips, rubbing against him, finally living the dream of fucking his favourite rock star.
Axl bit his lip as the man above him rubbed their lower halves together, he refused to open his eyes. He imagined that it was Slash and this caused him to moan aloud, his finger nails digging into Max's hips. His teeth drew blood from his lip as he tried to keep Slash's name to himself.
Axl flipped them over so that he was on his back, pressing his lips back to Max's his fingernails running down his chest before he grabbed his crotch, his thumb rubbing in all the good places. His eyes opened, grinning when he saw the lust on his groupies face but it soon faded when beside Max's head was a picture of him and Slash a few months before.
They were laughing on the couch in the living room. Axl was wrapped in Slash's arms and Slash's chin was resting on his boyfriends shoulder as they made stupid faces for the camera. They were happy and smiling all the time before Axl started ruining the best relationship of his life. Now Slash was out somewhere, thinking if he wanted to end with Axl for good or not. Axl didn't know what he might do if Slash broke up with him.
This must be what Slash felt after all the games that I played games with him.
Axl looked at the man beneath him and nodded,” I-I need to go but Steven is next door if you want a replacement.” Axl gave him a small smile before he grabbed his leather jacket and ran out of Izzy's room. He heart Max yell after him but Axl ignored him and ran out the door. He knew exactly where Slash was.
Slash sighed and leaned against the dusty wall, looking up at the ceiling as thoughts swirled around in his head. He didn't want to end things with Axl, he was too happy and safe when he was with him. He didn't want to be with anyone else but if Axl had the heart to kiss or fuck another person, Slash had no choice but to end it. They were happy for a while until Axl started flirting with other people. Slash was a jealous person so the trust he had for his boyfriend disappeared when he saw the green eyed monster.
Also the passion and the lust he felt when he was with Axl was impossible to have with anyone else. Every time Axl touched Slash, it caused the guitarist to go crazy. He had no control, he needed to be near Axl at that moment.He could never find that with another person.
Him and Axl had chemistry and there was no denying that, you couldn't keep them apart if they were in that moment. No-one could compare to Axl. Slash didn't know if Axl felt the same way about that either, Axl was experienced, Slash wasn't but already Slash knew that he couldn't feel like the way he did with Axl with anyone else.
Slash was forced out of his thoughts and he turned his head to the left, seeing Axl walking toward him. He clenched his hands shut, he couldn't deal with this right now. He breathed sharply in when Axl stood in front of him, his green eyes looking up into his brown ones. Slash kept quiet when Axl's fingers played with his callused ones, rubbing circles in his palm.
“How did you know where I was?” Slash asked him and he looked down at their hands. It was like they were a perfect fit. Their fingers twined together for the first time in a week and a half. Slash's heart sped up slowly as he waited silently for Axl to answer him. Axl looked up at him and he gave him a small smile before he answered.
“I always know where to find you.” Axl replied, keeping his fingers with Slash's. Slash sucked on his lip, trying to keep his emotions inside.” I'm sorry that I hurt you. I wanted to hurt you so I did the only thing that I could think of. In my mind I was getting my revenge for you accusing me of cheating on you but I was wrong.”
Slash kept quiet and listened as his estranged lover continued, “He was the only person that I could use to hurt you since you hate him so much. I knew how much this would hurt you so I did it. But when I saw how sad you were, I would've done anything to turn back time. The look on your face killed me inside.”
Axl's voice broke,” I think before I do a lot of things and I never thought that night. I guess I thought that no matter how many times I hurt you, you would never leave me. I've hurt you a lot worse and you haven't left me.”
Tears made their way down his pale cheeks and Slash sobbed quietly,” But I realised that this time was different. We were together and I cheated on you and when you said that you might leave me. I was in your shoes for the first time and I felt miserable without you. I never want you to leave me, Slash. I love you so much.”
Slash looked down at him and his thumb came up to wipe away his tears before he wiped his own away. Axl closed his eyes and welcomed the simple touch. His hand came up and covered Slash's caramel one. Slash leaned down and covered Axl's mouth with his own. Their kiss was gentle but as always, they couldn't get enough of a simple kiss. The kiss turned passionate and Axl was the one to pull away seconds later.
“Do you still want me to give you time?” Axl sniffed and Slash thought he never looked more cute. His nose was red and he was pouting, he was just adorable. Slash gave him a smile before his mouth descended on Axl's again.
“I need more time, Axl. I don't know how to be around you right now. Will you give me that?” Slash mumbled against his boyfriends' lips. Axl swallowed but he nodded and Slash let out a sign of relief, wrapping his arms around Axl. He buried his face in the singers neck,” I don't hate you, I just need space.” Slash added.
Axl pulled away and gave his nose a quick kiss,” You know where to find me when you figure it out. I love you.” He gave Slash a watery smile before he left, leaving Slash to his own thoughts. He couldn't control this situation and he was uncomfortable but Slash needed his own mind. The decision was in Slash's hands, not in his any more.
Slash huffed and rested against the wall,” I love you too.”
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