I'm back from a sort of hiatus! And another journal? Gasp? Not really, I don't think.
So... I'm back... you guys probably didn't miss me.
Yeah, I still reviewed and stuff, but I totally missed a party, and I haven't written anything, wow.
I have a few stories planned, first one up is my secret Santa fic for Hozzie's thingie, so you may be excited. Or not, it's probably gonna turn out horrible.
That's basically it.
Now, I feel like addressing the things happening on our beloved FicWad, which I never do. (Whoa, this is late. But guys, come on, I was doing stuff. Gotta leave tomorrow. Family vacation and things.)
(I wish that no one ever had to feel bad. Gotta get that off my chest.)
I feel like crap because this could have been prevented. If everyone had maybe reviewed Ash's stories, or let her know that she's appreciated, she wouldn't have felt so ignored to the point that she needs to leave (and leave a note that makes me feel like a horrible person upon reading it. It's not her fault, I'm just really sensitive).
Then Tiara wouldn't have been hurt in this, and she wouldn't have had to leave a review, in which she called Ash what she meant to be a loving term, which Ash misinterpreted and took it the wrong way and became really upset over it. I think neither of them is at fault here.
All of this, the entire situation, makes me so sad. It's the kind of thing that makes me want to curl into a ball and hide from everyone.
Guys, if you find this, can we talk about it? I'm a little upset.
That's my entire take on this.
I'm finished with exams. Whoo. I did okay. (Except I got an 83 in English and I swear my teacher is out for my blood, because I totally nailed the essay questions. Asian problems.)
I'm also leaving for New York tomorrow. We'll be there for Christmas, then we'll go to Miami for New Year's.
I'm really boring. Hey, I have blue hair now. Well, kind of blue. The dye is really cheap, so it's a little faded already. And fine, okay, they're just highlights.
I'm supposed to be packing. Ughhh.
That is all that's going on in my life at the moment.
Guys, I love all of you. Seriously. You're better friends to me than some of the ones I have in real life, and I wish that drama like this didn't have to interfere with what's supposed to be a place for us to all have a good time.
To people that are leaving: you have no idea how much I will miss you. It hurts to know that someone isn't coming back. But I hope that you guys can move onto better things.
To other people: PLEASE NEVER LEAVE ME
I guess I'll talk to you guys later, then.