What's Gee up too?
I stared into the room. The fire was roaring great orange and red but it was still dark. I looked and saw nobody around. Just an empty room apart from me and Gerard. This is what I wanted but I didn't know what he wanted. He didn't know I loved him. Why did he want me here? Thousands of questions were spinning through my head .And then I just saw Gerard staring at me.
"I thought you said this was a party,where is everyone?" I said joking,knowing this was something serious. I said it because I was scared. Scared of what was going to happen.
He stood up and looked me in the eye,walking closer to me. I still had my jacket it on which was soaked from the rain.
"I saw you looking at me today. You watched, why didn't you come out?"
He'd noticed. I didn't know what to say. I kept opening my mouth but no words were coming out.
"Here have a seat." He said calmly.
I sat on the sofa next to him. I still didn't know what to say. I buried my face into my hands. I felt stupid. What was I going to say to him? To my best friend. Say that I love him and make me look stupid? I had no idea what to say or do.
I felt his arm around me. It made me happier inside. I don't know why it just did. I slowly looked up to see him looking upset..
"Why didn't you come out Frank?" He asked again.
"Oh god...I just couldn't." It was all I could think of.
I started to shake. He probably hated me now,thought I was a bad friend.
"Well...I was going to come out but then Lyn-Z came and I thought well there's no point now you know?" I said trying to think of a good excuse.
He placed his finger over my lips.
Everything stopped. I felt warm inside. We just stared into each others eyes. We didn't stop. It went on for about 2 minutes. Did he love me? I didn't know what was happening. All I knew was that I was no longer scared.
Then he moved in and so did I and we...kissed.