Will Gerard and Frank stay together? Or is it over?
I looked at Frank. I didn't know what to say and I didn't know what to do. I wanted Frank just to say
'I'm sorry let's forget about this and go far away from here. Just me and you. Forever together.'
But it was to late now. I was hurting and so was he. I wanted to say sorry but I couldn't think of anything to apologise for. I still loved him. I just wanted us to be back together,the way it used to be. Before we found out he was ill. Before all of this.
"I... I have to go." He said.
He turned away and started to walk off into the dark night.
"Where are you going to go?" I shouted to him.
"I don't know. But far away from here."
"Please Frank. Don't do this to me!" I begged.
I started to cry again. I didn't want him to leave. If he left I probably wouldn't see him ever again. I didn't want that to happen to me.
I looked back to see Gerard crying. I felt really bad. I ran back and hugged him.
"I would say I'm sorry,but I really need to go."
I turned back and walked off into the dark night. Not knowing where I was going. I had no money,no change of clothes,no food. Nothing. I went back to my house to pick up some stuff. I quietly unlocked the door and went upstairs. Nobody was in the house. I picked up a medium sized black backpack and shoved some clothes in. I grabbed my wallet and took some food from the fridge. I reached the front door and my phone started to vibrate. I picked it up. It was Gerard.
Please babe. I'll come with you. It doesn't have to be this way!xx
I didn't want him to come because I didn't want him to see me die. I wanted to be alone. By myself just me and my music.