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I Always Put Myself In Destructive Situations
5 ReviewsBrendon is mad. So is everyone else.
A/N: I'm sorry I took so long. To make it up I updated my new Frerard also and go check out my new one shot series The Adventures Of Officer Iero. R&R please :D
“Ryan, what the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Brendon utter dumfounded
“I-I-“ he was cut off by Brendon
“And Mel, What? I thought you hated him, and what about William?”
Shit, what about William. I had totally forgotten about him. I do like him, but I’m not sure the feelings will be reciprocated. Anyways, what I felt for Ryan was much stronger.
Right?
“Answer me DAMMNIT!” Brendon was pissed
That vein in his forehead looked like it was about to explode.
I could just imagine Brendon actually exploding right now.
I’d like to imagine he would be full of confetti.
“Melisa,I just, Ryan, could you give us a minute?”
“Oh,I-uh, sure” he said while retreating
Okay, this is it, the moment of truth, Brendon was about to yell at me. This has never happened before and I find myself strangely looking forward to it.
“Melisa Urie, I cannot believe you! What has caused you to make such bad decisions lately? I mean Ryan, for starters, you knew he was bad news, but after this whole William thing, I really thought it was over. Frankly I prefer if you were to be with William. You know Ry can’t be trusted. He’s done so many things to you in the past and I don’t think you really know what you’re getting yourself in to.” Brendon finished sternly
Okay, not what I expected, at all.
“Brendon, I’m sorry okay, but you can’t just keep treating me like I’m some sort of fragile ornament that might break if inflicted the slightest amount of pressure. I’m a big girl, I can take care of myself—“ she was cut off by Brendon
“THAT’S THE FUCKING THING YOU CAN’T SEEM TO GRASP MELISA. YOU AREN’T A BIG GIRL. YOU ARE STILL SMALL AND DEFENSELESS AND WEAK AND YOU NEED MY HELP TO DO THINGS. RYAN IS OLDER BUT HE’S STILL PRETTY FREAKIN’ IMMATURE. SO DON’T TRY THE WHOLE ‘LET ME DO WHAT I WANT CAUSE I’M A STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMAN THAT DON’T NEED NO MAN’ THING BECAUSE IT’S NOT GOING TO WORK.! YOU ARE WEAK MELISA, WEAK! IF YOU WERE ANY ONE OF THOSE THINGS YOU TRIED TO CONVINCE ME YOU WERE, YOU WOULD ACT LIKE IT. YOU WOULD SHOW ME THAT YOU ARE MATURE ENOUGH, BUT YOU CAN’T, BECAUSE ON TOP OF MAKING OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND IN A PUBLIC ICE CREAM SHOP BATHROOM THE FIRST CHANCE YOU GOT INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR HIM TO KISS YOU LIKE A FUCKING LADY, YOU ARE ALSO STINGING MY OTHER BEST FRIEND , WHO BY THE WAY IS YOUR BEST CHOICE, ALONG ALSO. SO PLEASE MELISA DO ME A FAVOR AND GROW THE FUCK UP!” Brendon exclaimed infuriated.
I can’t believe it. I was just about ready to cry my pathetic little eyes out. I did not like what Brendon said to me, at all, but I needed to hear it, because whether I liked it or not, it was the sad truth. I looked around only to realize that me and Bren weren’t alone anymore. Everyone was now staring at us, Ryan, Jon, Spencer,Piper, Caitlin, William, even Sam. I felt overexposed and embarrassed. I tried to speak but the words wouldn’t come out. I was shocked to say the least, but I was also angry and sad. I saw Sam give Brendon a disappointed look while William gave me a pained smile just proving my suspicions. I had just single handedly ruined everything for everyone.
“Mel,I- I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to come at you like that I was just-“ he was cut off by Mel
“Save it. What you said was the truth, the cold, hard truth, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m not mature and stable enough to be the sister you need right now but I can’t really do much about it. But at least I know what I do wrong Bren, look around you, isn’t it time you stopped being in denial? Sam is cheating on you. Other than the fact of it being very, very obvious, she’s practically told you, and everyone around you has being giving you subtle hints. So please, get your head out of your ass and find the next train out of Brendon Ville and join us here, back in the real world.”
“I think I should go now…” Sam said silently while heading towards the door.
“Why?” asked Bren desperately
“What Mel said, was the truth, and I’ve also been purposely mean to her, every time she’d tell you about it you would ignore her. What kind of brother are you? Choosing your girlfriend instead of your sister. I’m sorry Bren, it’s over.”
“We should go” said Spencer speaking on behalf of the rest of them
Only William, Ryan, Brendon, Caitlin and I were left.
“Caitlin. Go upstairs.” William said calmly
“What? You can’t make me go-“ she was cut off by William’s harsh scream
“I SAID FUCKING GO UPSTAIRS CAITLIN!”
Caitlin gave me a sad look and ran upstairs.
Did Will just yell at her?
Damn that was hot.
I feel like fucking the shit outta- MEL! Not again!
You are in trouble remember?
“Mel I can’t believe you would string us along like that, I really liked you.” Will said upset
“What?”
“Yeah, I still do actually but I’m really mad. I know you’re young but I don’t care. I thought you were mature, but this whole Ryan thing has gotten out of hand.”
“Don’t blame this on Ryan, okay?” I said through tears
“It’s my entire fault I’m a whore, fine I don’t give a fuck anyway. Bitch at me when you actually know what you’re talking about.”
“Ryan, what the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Brendon utter dumfounded
“I-I-“ he was cut off by Brendon
“And Mel, What? I thought you hated him, and what about William?”
Shit, what about William. I had totally forgotten about him. I do like him, but I’m not sure the feelings will be reciprocated. Anyways, what I felt for Ryan was much stronger.
Right?
“Answer me DAMMNIT!” Brendon was pissed
That vein in his forehead looked like it was about to explode.
I could just imagine Brendon actually exploding right now.
I’d like to imagine he would be full of confetti.
“Melisa,I just, Ryan, could you give us a minute?”
“Oh,I-uh, sure” he said while retreating
Okay, this is it, the moment of truth, Brendon was about to yell at me. This has never happened before and I find myself strangely looking forward to it.
“Melisa Urie, I cannot believe you! What has caused you to make such bad decisions lately? I mean Ryan, for starters, you knew he was bad news, but after this whole William thing, I really thought it was over. Frankly I prefer if you were to be with William. You know Ry can’t be trusted. He’s done so many things to you in the past and I don’t think you really know what you’re getting yourself in to.” Brendon finished sternly
Okay, not what I expected, at all.
“Brendon, I’m sorry okay, but you can’t just keep treating me like I’m some sort of fragile ornament that might break if inflicted the slightest amount of pressure. I’m a big girl, I can take care of myself—“ she was cut off by Brendon
“THAT’S THE FUCKING THING YOU CAN’T SEEM TO GRASP MELISA. YOU AREN’T A BIG GIRL. YOU ARE STILL SMALL AND DEFENSELESS AND WEAK AND YOU NEED MY HELP TO DO THINGS. RYAN IS OLDER BUT HE’S STILL PRETTY FREAKIN’ IMMATURE. SO DON’T TRY THE WHOLE ‘LET ME DO WHAT I WANT CAUSE I’M A STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMAN THAT DON’T NEED NO MAN’ THING BECAUSE IT’S NOT GOING TO WORK.! YOU ARE WEAK MELISA, WEAK! IF YOU WERE ANY ONE OF THOSE THINGS YOU TRIED TO CONVINCE ME YOU WERE, YOU WOULD ACT LIKE IT. YOU WOULD SHOW ME THAT YOU ARE MATURE ENOUGH, BUT YOU CAN’T, BECAUSE ON TOP OF MAKING OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND IN A PUBLIC ICE CREAM SHOP BATHROOM THE FIRST CHANCE YOU GOT INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR HIM TO KISS YOU LIKE A FUCKING LADY, YOU ARE ALSO STINGING MY OTHER BEST FRIEND , WHO BY THE WAY IS YOUR BEST CHOICE, ALONG ALSO. SO PLEASE MELISA DO ME A FAVOR AND GROW THE FUCK UP!” Brendon exclaimed infuriated.
I can’t believe it. I was just about ready to cry my pathetic little eyes out. I did not like what Brendon said to me, at all, but I needed to hear it, because whether I liked it or not, it was the sad truth. I looked around only to realize that me and Bren weren’t alone anymore. Everyone was now staring at us, Ryan, Jon, Spencer,Piper, Caitlin, William, even Sam. I felt overexposed and embarrassed. I tried to speak but the words wouldn’t come out. I was shocked to say the least, but I was also angry and sad. I saw Sam give Brendon a disappointed look while William gave me a pained smile just proving my suspicions. I had just single handedly ruined everything for everyone.
“Mel,I- I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to come at you like that I was just-“ he was cut off by Mel
“Save it. What you said was the truth, the cold, hard truth, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m not mature and stable enough to be the sister you need right now but I can’t really do much about it. But at least I know what I do wrong Bren, look around you, isn’t it time you stopped being in denial? Sam is cheating on you. Other than the fact of it being very, very obvious, she’s practically told you, and everyone around you has being giving you subtle hints. So please, get your head out of your ass and find the next train out of Brendon Ville and join us here, back in the real world.”
“I think I should go now…” Sam said silently while heading towards the door.
“Why?” asked Bren desperately
“What Mel said, was the truth, and I’ve also been purposely mean to her, every time she’d tell you about it you would ignore her. What kind of brother are you? Choosing your girlfriend instead of your sister. I’m sorry Bren, it’s over.”
“We should go” said Spencer speaking on behalf of the rest of them
Only William, Ryan, Brendon, Caitlin and I were left.
“Caitlin. Go upstairs.” William said calmly
“What? You can’t make me go-“ she was cut off by William’s harsh scream
“I SAID FUCKING GO UPSTAIRS CAITLIN!”
Caitlin gave me a sad look and ran upstairs.
Did Will just yell at her?
Damn that was hot.
I feel like fucking the shit outta- MEL! Not again!
You are in trouble remember?
“Mel I can’t believe you would string us along like that, I really liked you.” Will said upset
“What?”
“Yeah, I still do actually but I’m really mad. I know you’re young but I don’t care. I thought you were mature, but this whole Ryan thing has gotten out of hand.”
“Don’t blame this on Ryan, okay?” I said through tears
“It’s my entire fault I’m a whore, fine I don’t give a fuck anyway. Bitch at me when you actually know what you’re talking about.”
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