I've been thinking about writing something and i'd like opinions on whether it's an idea worth considering or not..
Me and my husband have been to hell and back and are currently sitting on that same train that goes back and forth, from the breathtakingly good times to the ones that makes me wonder if there will ever be a happy ending for us.. and i've been thinking about writing down all this. from the very beginning. I remember so much, close to everything, I can even recall some of the conversations we had four years ago from almost word to word.. we were so in love. those were the best days of my life, and at the same time the worst..
I think it would do me good, to go over everything that has happened.. kind of like a tribute to us, to help me stay strong or something..
I would want to keep it strictly real, not adding anything for entertainment's sake nor keeping enything untold cause of shame and guilt..
So here's the question,
Do you think it would be too personal to the point of being plain awkward?
I might write this and never post it on here if that is the case..
Also, would it be better if I changed the characters, made it fanfiction or just originals,
or would it be better if I used real names and places?
I don'r know why I'm writing this, I don't know why I want you to tell me what to do, but I guess I just want to know whether it's a good idea or not and possibly spare myself the awkwardness in case it's way too a personal thing for this kind of a site..