this doesn't even relate to Fall Out Boy anymore, sorry guys
Guys, this makes me anxious beyond belief. I don't know what's up with me this year, but the thought of going back makes me feel sick.
Right before the first semester ended last year, I went through this 3 week long period of feeling like shit. My grades were suffering, my parents hated me, I hated myself, and I came to FicWad way more than I should have, because being here just makes me feel better.
I don't know where I'm going with this... I guess I really hate school now. Which is weird, in middle school I was a lot happier.
My Christmas vacation was pretty good. http://mirazel.tumblr.com/tagged/xmasvacation12 There are pictures from Manhattan and the beach at Grand Cayman.
Guess what? More dead kids!
Two guys who went to the Senior High died awhile ago. It made the news, look. http://www.nbcdfw.com/news/local/Search-Where-Teens-Found-Dead-Reveals-Much-185931892.html
I don't feel overly depressed about this, but I can't help feeling like everyone is dying. Too many of my peers have lost their lives this school year. Kind of sums up my entire high school career.
I'm really tired. And stressed out, god.
Oh hey, I saw Rise of the Guardians today. It was actually really fucking good. The fact that Jack Frost was so attractive to me is a little bit disturbing, though.
I love all of you, you FuckWads.