I need your guys advice please
It all started a couple weeks ago and I made a new friend lets call him Slenderman because that is a real nickname I have for him. You see I'm not a very social person in fact I'm so awkward I got kicked out of leadership in middle school for not being able to talk to other people but anyways in music class he plays the drums and I play flute so I'm up front he's in the back and my friend who also plays flute and rides home with me has a class the period after but I don't because we go to a half home half school program. So I just sit in band class alone but Slenderman hangs out there too so I was like screw it ill go talk to him in a moment of extreme confidence and we became friends. And we hang out everyday go to lunch together and sit next to each other in biology so me being a slave to my hormones (big bang theory reference) has a crush on him now before I didn't really like him like he's attractive but once I got to know him that changed. Also my friend has a crush on him too and is always trying to flirt with him. I'm 14 ill be 15 this year and he's 17 if we ever did go out that would practically be pedophilia. So what I'm asking is do I just like ignore my feelings or what?