nothing much to say...
I'm probably gonna leave this place for a while. Emphasis on for a while. I plan on coming back sometime (hell I don't even know if I'm leaving yet, this is just a heads up) but I don't want to "be" on FicWad, just for some time. I kinda need a break.
Of course, a lot has been going down lately in this place and it's fucking with my head, but I've got other issues as well outside of my little internet bubble. It's not even really a bubble anymore, I still get hurt here, too.
But there are things I need to focus on for now, that sadly, take more priority over this. For a while now, FicWad has kind of been distracting and carries baggage that I don't want to be associated with. I can't run away from what I need to do to talk with people who may or may not be in my head.
I know you guys are real. I've said that before, just because you're on the internet doesn't mean you become not real once I turn off the computer. But you're not here with me when I turn off the computer and I'm so sorry, but sometimes that makes a difference.
I'm just rambling now. Ugh. Umm...
Some of you guys here are the best people I've ever had the pleasure of interacting with, and some of the best people I'm glad I can call my friends. I seriously motherfucking love and appreciate y'all so much.
I've added a bunch of people and stories to alerts. I won't visit the MCR section every day and scroll through all the stories like I usually do, but I'll stay updated on and probably review the ones I've been reading, and the authors that I like.
Wow. I don't know what I'll do anymore.
If you want to email me, I'm email@example.com
And you can get to me on my tumblr, mirazel.tumblr.com
So yeah. If you ever wonder, hey, where'd that Mirazal kid go, and you find this on my page, well I'll be trying to sort things out. I plan on coming back, though. Trust me, you won't even notice I'm gone.