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Can You Hear Me? Are You Near Me?

by MCR-99 5 Reviews

A sad oneshot. Rate and Review.I worked hard on this. I think it's quite good. It may be rated Cliche,but hey. At least I tried.

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Angst,Drama,Romance - Characters: Gerard Way - Warnings: [V] - Published: 2013/02/09 - Updated: 2013/02/09 - 1096 words - Complete

Okay.So,I'm trying to make my oneshot's and other stuff a little better with a good plot and stuff.This oneshot,is basically gonna be one you see most of the time here.Suicide and stuuf.But,I think suicide is my best story plot,because I've tried it many times,and failed.
So,this is quite personal.
Please Rate and Review.
xo Sadie


I stare at the small,lead object from across my bedroom.It intimidates me.Draws me in,like it's a worm on a hook,and I'm the fish.
I slowly get up from my position of my desk,after writing my note to my beloved parents.
My suicide notice.
I re-read it one last time.

Dear Mum and Dad.
I'm sorry for being a burden of a daughter.I am sorry for not being like her.The daughter you praised for 11 years before she died in the car accident.
She died,and who did you blame?
You blamed me.

You abused me for 3 years after she died.You shouted at me.You called me names,and kicked and punched me.I bled.I never fought back.Until now.

I can't take it anymore.We all know it was my fault,even though it wasn't.I wake up everyday with the same words you said floating in my mind.Killer,Bitch,all of those names that were permanently in my mind,and still are.You'll never see me again,I promise.I'll leave your life forever,and never return.
This,is my final apology.
Love,your beloved daughter,Sadie.


Tears streamed down my pale cheeks as I walked towards the gun.It was fully loaded with seven silver bullets.I stood infront of my mirror,gun to my head.Then he whispered ever so softly.

Don't do it.

"Gerard."I say,tears spilling like a river from my dark green eyes."I have to."

Why?

"Because.I can't face the pain of living a lie.I can't face the pain of being told I'd killed someone I love so dearly."

You're stronger than this,Sadie.You know that,and I know that.

"Gerard.It's too late.I've planned this out,and nobody's gonna stop me."I say,my hand shaking as my finger bends around the cold trigger.

What about what you'd told me? How you would never let anything bring you down.You promised you'd never back out of life.Where's that girl who promised that?

"She's gone."I say,staring at my reflection in the mirror.

No,she's not.I can see her,she's right in front of me.

I looked into the corner of the looking glass,and there he was.
Same raven locks that cascaded to his neck.
Same warm hazel eyes,that took away every trouble in the world,coated with jet black eyeliner and a hint of brown eyeshadow.
I spun around,to see his smiling face.

"Gerard."I breathe deeply.
"I'm really here.Only for you."He replied,with a honey-like voice.The same voice that sang me to sleep each and every night,through the music that is played into my ears and to my heart.
"Gerard."I repeat,placing the gun onto my dresser and walking towards him.I wrapped my arms around him tightly.
"It's really me."He whispered as he kissed my forehead softly.
That same,ice touch as his lips met mine,the same magic.
"But,I can't stay."He replied.
"Try.I need you in my life,you are my life."I plead.
He leads me over to the mirror again.
"Tell me what you see."He said.
"Me and you."I reply,turning to him.
"No.I mean,what do you see about you?"
"I see a girl who is blamed for her sister's death.A girl who wants to end her suffering."I say quietly.
"Want to know what I see?"He asked.
"Okay."I reply.
Gerard takes a long,deep breath,before giving his answer.
"I see a girl.A beautiful girl.She is so beautiful,like a flower.So delicate,and pure.I know she is strong enough to carry on.I told her too.I love her.That girl,is you."
Tears develop in my eyes.
"I have to go,Sadie.I told you I couldn't stay."
"At least,sing me to sleep.I need a reason to carry on."I say,as we walk towards my bed and I lay beside him.
Our hands entwinned,eyes connected.
He sung the soothing words.

Everyone's a passenger tonight.
Just another accident,well on the freeway of this life.
We'll drive on and on and on and on.
We'll drive on and on and I'll remember this night when you're gone.

We surrender your heart,we surrender every dream.
Every weapon you gave,every secret that I keep.
You can fight this all you want,but tonight belongs to.

Just another surgery tonight.
Well if you amputate the loneliness,let anesthesia dim this light.
So dream on and on and on and on.
So dream on and on and,I'll remember this night.

When you're gone.
We surrender your heart,we surrender every dream.
Every weapon you gave,every secret that I keep.
You can fight this all you want,but tonight belongs to me.
And I'll watch you in your sleep.
Cos tonight belongs to me.
You can fight this all you want,but tonight belongs to me.

Sparks against the railing.
Distant phantoms swelling.
Who the windshields selling.
With the air that's felling.

Now.
We surrender your heart,we surrender every dream.
Every weapon you gave,every secret that I keep.
You can fight this all you want,but tonight belongs to me.
And I'll watch you in your sleep,you can fight this all you want.
But tonight belongs to me.
But tonight belongs to me.
But tonight belongs to me.


I looked deep into his hazel eyes.
"I love you,Gerard.I'm gonna miss you."I whisper as tears fill my eyes,and he pulls me close.
"I will still be around.Because I love you."He whispers to me,kissing me one last time,before he faded away.
Yet,I was still in the same position as he had held me.

I was shaking as I wrote this.This is really moving,and Surrender The Night is a brilliant song.I'm still shaking now.
Please rate and review okay?
I worked really hard on this,and it will be shared with you guys.
I feel proud of my work.

xo Sadie
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