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I feel like such an idiot right now. My boyfriend has said that I haven't been myself lately and wants to know what has been bothering me and I just randomly started crying. I feel so pathetic right now. Not only that but my best friend has been asking as well and I want to be able to talk to her about it since she is one of my closest friends who has helped me through my cutting and my eating disorder. But she is going on holiday this weekend so I won't be able to talk to her at all.

I just feel so empty. This weekend I think I pray that all of my family just go out and leave me in the house. That way I can just lie on my bed with my music and cry for a few hours. To be honest I'm not even very excited about Dan and Phils radio show on Sunday and that is normally the highlight of my week. It will probably make me feel better when it's on but for now I just feel...alone. But at the same time I want people to leave me be.

I don't even know. I'm just being my usual pathetic self. If you read this then I love you for caring and I'm sorry for probably spoiling your good mood.

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