ash is talking
(#) xXchickenwithatacoXx 2013-03-04 12:46:43 PMDammit Ash! DAMMIT. FUCK. Okay. . I'm at school . . so. . . fucking close to crying.
Why do you hate yourself? You're so fucking beautiful. You're so damn beautiful. Like, I'm jealous.
Smile. Smile for me. Please. You deserve to be happy. I get it, I really do. When you want people to ask you if you're alright, people don't ask you if you're alright.
I'm Not Okay has been my song for a while now. It's pretty much how my life now.
God, your voice is amazing. It's. . like an angel, legit.
I care so much for you. I feel so close to you. Please, don't give up. You're strong. Your voice. I care about you so fucking much. I love you so damn much. Sing for me?
(#) xXchickenwithatacoXx 2013-03-04 12:51:35 PMJust know that I'd never hurt you, not ever. And to be quite honest, for a while before I really knew you, I wasn't quite fond of you. But I realized it wasn't for any fucking reason at all and that you're an amazing person.
I'm jealous of that face, that humor, that voice.
I totally get how you feel. Maybe not 100%, but I understand. If you feel fine they ask you if you're okay. But when you feel like shit they go about their business like. . what?
I'm going to fangirl over your voice and then listen to Gerard's. Cos I kinda wanna cry. It's not your fault, I've been like this for a couple days. I'm not going to cos then my friends (yes, I do have a few.) would be like OMFG FREAK OUT AHHHHH. And I'd be like HELLL NAW I'm leaving.
(#) xXchickenwithatacoXx 2013-03-04 03:43:28 PM