FicWad

Can't get it out. Can't figure it out. Do i want to die? Or am I simply sick of living? Does it matter? Does anything matter? Do I matter?

Only one solution. . . Suicide

Am I truly alive or is it all a guise?
Why can't I think anymore?
Why can't I care?

Only one answer. . . Suicide.

Does anyone care?
I won't make a difference.
I can't change a life. Not even my own.
My fate is my own and i am forever alone.

Only one option. . . Suicide.

I can't put up with them anymore.
I won't make it much longer. I have to get out.
What is wrong with me? Is this normal? If so, why are we all still alive?
Is everyone just stronger than me? But I'm not weak. Am I?
Only one way out. . . Suicide.
All these questions running through my head. Where are all the answers?

Only one way to find out.Not suicide.