Guys...I'm sorry. ..so sorry....tdeeley please wake up!
Awake and Unafraid will continue, I promise. I have the next chapter written in a notebook, I just have to put it together.
I have been absent because of Finals in my college classes, double shifts at work, and family issues.
The family issues:
1. My sister came back from Afghanistan finally! Nice to have her home.
2. My cousin committed suicide a week or so ago and I'm having a hard time dealing with it. He was only 20 years old and had his entire life ahead of him and now he's gone. I miss him so much. I understand how it feels to feel so low, lonely, depressed, worthless, and not meant for this world. I have been there more times than I care to say. I just wish he wasn't gone.
Alex jumped off the I 17 overpass into oncoming traffic. He died instantly when he hit the ground. He was ran over by 4 cars and pronounced dead at the hospital. He died on Sunday night a little after 8pm, on 03/10/2013.
3. Now Taylor....oh my god. tdeeley is part of the ficwad family and mcrmy and tried to take her life after she heard the news. I'm devastated by this. I love her so much. She's my little foreign sister and I hope she comes out of her coma and lives on. Carries on. I am beyond depressed and just want her to be ok.
I will be writing more for this story. I will finish it! I will get you guys through Danger Days and beyond! Don't leave!!
I miss all of you and I apologize for my absence.
I will try to be better.
Love you guys! Thanks for letting me be a part of the Ficwad family!!