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Disenchanted

by XKilljoyParadeX 2 reviews

Me being angsty. You know the feeling. (Reposted in this category now)

Category: Poetry - Rating: G - Genres: Angst - Published: 2013-03-31 - Updated: 2013-04-14 - 246 words

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(Reposted in this category, this is probably where it belongs)

Wow it's been a hell of a week. I started it feeling hurt, angry, confused, betrayed, sad, hopeless.. but now I feel okay.
Well I'm still unbelievably sad that this has happened, and I'd give anything to have Mcr back.. but we have to stay strong and remember what the message was in the first place. To not give up, to keep fighting, and to be ourselves!

So I'm trying not to sound like a total hypocrite here- I wrote this poem at the start of the week, when I was angry and upset and confused. And even though i'm feeling okay right now and in general i'm trying to not think like this anymore, to me this poem is still true.
I know it's not very good, but it's just what I felt, and any feedback would be appreciated. :)


Disenchanted

Is it really so strange
abnormal
wrong
that I'm disenchanted
with this life
this meaningless expanse of time
this desperate race
to get to the end
of something we're told to make the most of
to cherish
to embrace
because sure
it's something-
it's all we've got
but is something better than
nothing
better than
silence
better than
freedom from pain
suffering
Heaven
Hell
when there's
People starving
crying
hurting
dying
People fighting
killing
hating
taking
People bleeding
fading
ghosting
hiding
People asking
wondering
trying
failing
to find
a reason
to live.

Thoughts?
~Blondie x
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