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What if I did jump?
It wouldn't have hurt that much,
Not to far from the ground, but far away from the sky.
I could of jumped, it wouldn't have been that bad.
Pain aches through my body, but just mild.
Watching the clouds, and feeling the cool breeze on my face,
Look to the wood chips scattered below,
On top of a small play set, not to far from the ground.
I could of jumped and broke my crown.
Damaged a little or a lot.
Screams from the surrounding adolescents,
How tearful they will get.
I'm not that broken, but I am broken,
And not from the fall,
From all of those names I'm called,
My over thinking mind, goes on over drive.
If I only I jumped, If only I did.

What if I'm not actually worth it,
Like you say.