FicWad

i when i thought,
i was getting happy and carefree.
going back to my old self.
when i thought,
i could stop faking the smiles.
or drifting back into lonely thoughts.
when i thought i was getting better,
it started getting bad again.

i can feel it.
and while i an feel it coming,
its coming back slowly.
soon the darkness will engulf my mind,
but this time, it won't be as kind.