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Ever Presently

I am,
Was,
Will be,
Ever presently,
The friend.
I am,
Was,
Will be,
Ever presently,
Short friend.

I am,
Happy.
I was,
Go- lucky.
I will be,
Smiling.

I am:

Straight-edge,
One-track mind,
Laughing face,
Twinkling eyes,
(Never washed in tears)
Quirky comments,
Silly,
Fun.

I am:

Falling,
Chaos filled thoughts,
Frowning face,
Dull eyes
(Always washed in tears)
Silence in quirk,
Serious,
Dead.

Assumptions,
Other's pain.

Facts,
My pain.

I am,
Something to brighten,
Something to cry on,
Something to rant at,
Something to hold you,
Something to smile and wipe away tears.

I need,
Someone to brighten (me)
Someone to cry on (me)
Someone to rant at (me)
Someone to hold (me)
Some one to smile and wipe away tears (my)

I am,
Ever presently,
The,
Short,
Friend,
With the hidden pain.

The friend,
With a fake face,
Afraid to cry.

Help me.
Cry.