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Why did your eyes bleed? It's the question you asked me after the bloody Mary incident
Why did your eyes bleed? It's the question you asked me after the bloody Mary incident. It was question I found myself unable to answer. We all have secrets Sammy, secrets that are either a burden or a duty to he held. Its not that I don't trust you I do. I always have, you are after all my little brother. A brother that has changed from the one I knew four years ago. You are the one with college smarts, the knowledge taught to you by teachers. You have a college education to fall back on. I dropped out of high school when I was 16. The lure of the hunt to powerful for me to ignore.
I now realize something that I never knew back then. Something I was too young to understand the importance of. I was a fucking idiot. I gave up my education, all hope of a decent future, for something which will more than likely kill me before I am thirty. It's too late to get that part of my life back. Its one of the regret I can't go back and fix.
Time is something which kills you. It starts from the very moment of your birth. In the end it succeeds, sometimes if you are a lucky sod you get a reprieve from death. You carry on living. You keep on living despite the number of times death deals your card. I have died more times than is normal. More than any person should have to. Each death is more painful than the last. Its almost as if death itself is pissed I just won't stay dead. I'm not a soul that death gets to keep.
While you are still asleep I want you know something Sammy. I want to tell you my secrets. You may not hear, but that's the point. You can't know everything just yet. Sammy I'm not mortal. I haven't been since that lake monster killed me nearly four years ago. I know I'm not a zombie, I'm not the living dead either. I did think I was immortal. I even learned how to use a sword to defend myself, just in case. I can't be immortal; it's just an idea from a TV show. A TV show that wasn't all that good to begin with. I kinda of preferred the movie, mind you only the first movie in the whole series. The sequels did suck. I even went as far as to take a DNA test. It proved that my dad was my dad and you Sammy are still my annoying little brother. I even tested out my whole theory of immortality. I place a gin against my chest and pulled the trigger. It killed me and an hour later I woke up. I am an immortal. The whole highlander thing must be based upon some kind of fact. I should be shocked, but I'm not.
Listen carefully while you sleep Sammy. I'm immortal. I will outlive everyone I know. I can only hope that you are not among them. I can't lose you. I can't lose the other piece of me. I can't lose the only person I really love.