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Just Another River
0 ReviewsAllen's never heard of Egypt before and has no idea what it has to do with their conversation. [JuniorxAllen]
Warning: Yaoi, drabble. Don't like? Then don't read.
Notes: Junior/Allen for 30 Kisses. I'd swear this'll be the only 1st POV from me for my themes, but then as soon as I did another one would demand to be written.
Theme: #1 'look over here' Just put me in mind of a Hellraiser fanfic I read about a year ago. Don't know why. Allen talking to Junior on the first morning after, well the first one Allen will admit to, feel free to fill in Junior's side of the conversation.
Just Another River
by fairady
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Look see, it's not what you're thinking. Not at all. Quit laughing at me! Do you want the explanation or not?
Thought so.
Like I was saying, it's not that I don't love her anymore, because I do. I still love her and I'll continue to love her till the day I die, and most likely even after that. That's the problem. I love her but she doesn't love me back. I'm her junior, her colleague, and maybe even her friend, but I'll never be anything else. Even if I follow her till we're both wrinkled and grey I won't be much more than an assistant.
Oh, haha funny man. I am not a doormat, and I do not ask 'how high?' when she says 'jump.'
What the-? Is that a real whip!? Where did- No, no! I do not want to know, I really don't.
God, do you know how disturbing you look when you leer?
Yeah, yeah. Chief doesn't love me and she never will. I know that but it doesn't stop me from loving her. It also doesn't stop me from loving someone else. I know that I will eventually love another just as much as I love her, if not more. That's just the way life goes.
That smirk of yours isn't very attractive either.
You- I- I was drunk last night! I said a lot of things I didn't mean!
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Stop pouting at me. If you'd quit interrupting me I could finish what I'm trying to say here.
I'm taking to long!? What do you want, a bulleted summary?
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Fine.
One; I'm not on the 'rebound,' there is nothing for me to rebound from. Two; I'm not trying to forget anything, it'd be a waste of time and I'm better off just accepting that. Three; I'm simply accepting it all and choosing to move on with my life. And finally; no, it most likely won't be with you.
Huh? I've never heard of Egypt, what's that have to do with anything?
You know what, you may be older than me but you really do act like more of a brat sometimes.
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