How did one end up in such a situation? A situation where any answer would damn a person to the deepest pits of hell? Such a thing was rare, but not impossible to occur. Such is the punishment for ...
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How did one end up in such a situation? A situation where any answer would damn a person to the deepest pits of hell? Such a thing was rare, but not impossible to occur. Such is the punishment for wanting something that is forbidden. One person knew of that situation...he knew of it and hated it. Edward Elric hated feeling helpless...hating the feeling of damnation he felt everytime he looked at his automail or his brother's armor.
Damnation followed by regret...two of the worst feelings that he had ever had the pleasure of knowing. Another thing he hated was being unable to help those around him...the ones that he considered his friends or family. One such person was Colonel Roy Mustang. The man was a brick wall in Edward's eyes. He was always guarded against others, never letting them see the true person inside...the person that almost died during the Ishbal Massacre.
Sometimes Edward wondered if Roy was unconsciously guarding his thoughts and emotions. As if the facade` of difference was now apart of him, just as his heart or rank was apart of him. Currently he was laying beneath the Colonel of his thoughts, his face contorted in pain and pleasure. Edward wouldn't deny that he felt something for the egotistic bastard, but he would deny that it was love. For how could love hurt and please at the same time? Another jolt of pain ran through his body as he arched his back.
A dark chuckle escaped the one above him. Total submission, it was always what he received from Edward. A complaint never escaped his lips. The sight of the Fullmetal Alchemist laying submissive beneath him was intoxicating. Obsidian eyes scanned the lucious body below him before he started to move away. The eyes of the kouen taisa dimmed into a different color as his features all so began to shift.
The Colonel's appearence gave way to that of Envy, a malicious smirk upon the homunculi's face. Amber eyes looked away as their owner turned to face the wall. His obsession had been, and still was, with Roy Mustang. Yet now he was addicted to a whole different force. Although Envy lacked the attributes that Edward related to Roy, he had something all of his own. So as stated before, Edward was damned if he did and damned if he didn't. For a relationship with Roy would be on shaky ground and would inevitably lead to their execution.
On the other hand, a relationship with Envy was just as damning. Yet as Edward told himself again and again, this wasn't a relationship...they were just each other's fuck toys. He could feel the cold hand of the homunculi trace over his cheek and then down his chest. Even as Edward arched to the touch, he admitted to even himself that this was a dark love.
Author: Howdy my people! Here is a Envy/Ed...kinda Roy/Ed story for ya. The title 'Atre atra atrum amor' is Latin and translates to Dark Love. Kouen Taisa means Flame Colonel...like my penname. Anyways, this is my first fic like this...so please read and review!