Lying on my bed next to Mikey, I had to tell him. "Mikey... I" but before I could tell him anything he cut me off. "I know, you don't love me, we're just friends, but you know we both needed that to happen." He was right. I needed someone like Mikey because he would always love me no matter how badly I screwed up. I'd figured it out; Mikey could get me to Gerard. I wanted Gerard so much. If Gerard loved me he'd make sure everyone else did too. He did it with all of his old boyfriends, but he didn't love them. He knew they wanted to be popular and he got them there but once everyone else loved them, he left them, so now they have to fend for themselves. But if he loved me, he wouldn't leave me because I love him. "Mikey, you've got to help me. I love Gerard. I want him to love me too, and you're the only way to him." Mikey then proceeded to laugh hysterically for about 2 minutes straight. "What's so funny, smartass?" I snapped after he'd finally stopped laughing. "Both of you are idiots! You both want each other and you've got to get me in-between it?!" He said still slightly giggling.