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Falling For A Fool, Can't Be A Big Mistake
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He entered the bus and saw Jon and Spencer watching TV. Their eyes shifted from the plasma screen to Ryan's eye. A tepid liquid slid down his pale cheek and dropped on his shirt. He was crying. Tears that Brendon's stubbornness and foolishness had caused. He passed both of his hands through their respective cheeks, wiping the salty tears and ran to the bunk area.
He got his duffle bag out and shoved as many of his belongings as he could inside. Spencer and Jon just stared at him, not knowing how to react. Finally, Jon decided to speak, "Why are you packing?"
Ryan just looked at him, with rage ablaze in his eyes, "I can't take that fool anymore. I'm leaving the band and moving as far away from him as possible." He announced and zipped his bag. His head was now aching from so many accumulated emotions.
"Ry, what did Brendon do to you?" Spencer asked, concerned about his friend's decision.
"He fooled me. That sick bastard fooled me in the worst way possible." The kiss they shared meant nothing to Brendon. Ryan felt offended, disgraceful. Why did Brendon have to make him feel this way? Wasn't he satisfied with everything he had done to him over the past years? "Jon, Spencer, I'm sorry, but I just can't take it anymore."
He grabbed his bag and quickly left the bus. Outside, he found Brendon standing there looking straight at him. "You weren't kidding, you really are leaving the band." He said. Off course Ryan was leaving the band, Brendon made it a toxic environment.
"You'll regret everything you've ever done to me." Ryan uttered and walked past him. Brendon turned around, but didn't dare to say a word. Ryan just kept walking and walking until he was out of view.
Ryan had everything planned now. He would leave go somewhere unknown and start a new life. A life away from Brendon Boyd Urie. It was the smartest thing to do right now. From now on, Mr. Ryan Ross had to be the smartest human being. He couldn't let anyone fool him. He had to stay confident, chin up.
As he decided were to go, he sat on a chair in the airport looking at the screens. He had to pick a place where neither Brendon nor Panic would ever go. His sidekick started to ring. The ID said Spencer, he probably wanted some explanations, after all they had been best friends since they were little kids. He answered it, but it wasn't Spencer. "Don't you dare call me again!" he screamed.
"Wait! Just tell me, what did I do to you?" Brendon asked from the other line.
Ryan took a deep breath, that idiot hadn't notice. Ryan had practically exposed his true emotions and Brendon didn't notice. "You're blind Brendon Urie. Today I showed how I felt for you. If you didn't notice that, you're a fool."
"What do you mean with showed me how you felt for me? Ryan! Explain!"
He was exasperated. "You figure it out." He finally said and hung up. He looked back at the chart. Augusta, Georgia. That seemed like the perfect place to start a new life away from Brendon.
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