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A Fool's Mind Needs To Be Fixed With Words
2 ReviewsRydon. Need to say more? Want to know more? Just read! :) and yeah, its chaptered.
"I don't know what you did to him but he looks really messed up man and I've known him only for a week." She said and closed her eyes in annoy, "Well, yeah I care about him and it's not because he is the Ryan Ross from Panic! At The Disco, I've really grown to like him as a friend." She continued in a defensive town, "Look THING, I don't care if you are Brendon Boyd Urie or Satan itself, I'm not letting you talk to him until you figure out why he is here. Bye!" she screamed and hung up. "Jesus! Who does he think he is?"
"Brendon Urie." Ryan answered, going inside the room. "He thinks he is the only one that is right."
"I can see that." She said and then dropped his phone on the bed, "Ooops, sorry for answering your phone."
"Its okay, thanks." He said, sitting next to her. He was thankful; she had just defended him from the atrocious menace that Brendon Urie was.
"Are you ever going to tell me what happened between you guys?" she asked, looking into his profound brown eyes adorned with eyeliner.
Ryan took a deep breath and looked at her. She had been the greatest friend he could ask for; eventually he had to tell her, why not now. "Brendon simply broke my heart." he said.
"What he rejected you? Then why is he saying he doesn't know what the hell is going on with you?" she asked.
Kamz was a smart girl, if Ryan omitted some details she would definitely notice. "I never really told him I loved him, but I showed him how I felt. But that fool, he just didn't comprehend. He is just full of himself. He doesn't care how I feel on stage when he is singing Lying or basically anywhere. I'm tired of it." a tear formed on his eye, "cause I love him and he won't get it!"
"Ryan..." she said, feeling really bad for him. He hugged him, letting his head rest on her shoulder, "Ry, Brendon is a fool. He really doesn't know how you feel, maybe you should just go and tell him. I'm sure that once he hears it from your lips he is going to connect everything and see what a dumbass he is for not noticing it sooner."
Maybe she was right. Brendon was a little slow with this kind of things, maybe he didn't really know. But he couldn't go back and tell him. Ryan had already made plans for his future, he wanted to fulfill those plans and Brendon was not included. "I have plans." He muttered, "Plans for my future that don't include him."
Kamz looked at him, "is it so hard to include him? I know you said you wanted to settle Ryan, but you're still a kid. Touring some more with your best friends is not going to hurt you, being with the guy you love either. You bought this house, use it as your refuge for the future."
"I can't go back, I just can't. How do I know for sure Brendon wants to be part of my future?"
"That's something you need to find out and even if he doesn't love you, you won't have the doubt." She said.
Her words calmed him down. She was right, everything she was saying was right. "Fine, but I need to think about it for some more time."
"Well then, I'm going out of town tomorrow for 3 days. Think about it and when I come back, if you want to talk about it, I'll be there." She said and stood up. "See you around."
"Wait!" Ryan almost screamed. She turned around, "Thank you for everything."
"Glad I could help." She smiled and left.
Ryan laid in his bed. He would go to Vegas, back with the band. New plans were starting to inundate his mind. Mr. Ryan Ross was feeling something he hadn't felt in a while, confidence.
I know that it seems like the story is going to end soon, but noppers, not for now. I've got great plans for Mr. Ryro, especially when he gets to Vegas to talk to Brendon... He'll make him so jealous. Okay, too much info. Oh yeah, calling Brendon THING is my thing. I do it a lot. Love you all!