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From A Not So Fake Kiss,Come Tragedy
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Brendon stared shocked at his friend's face. Ryan loved him. What was he supposed to do? He didn't love him back, or did he? "Ryan... I don't know what to say."
"You don't have to say anything Brendon, I just wanted you to know." he said feeling his heart beating faster every second that passed. He closed his eyes, not wanting to see Brendon's face anymore. His expression was normal yet dreadful. Ryan now knew he was alone in with his love. Maybe he should have just kept it a secret, but Kamz was right. He would have the doubt in his mine.
Brendon looked at Ryan, whose eyes were closed. His mind was still trying to process what his best friend had told him. Love, it was something so weird. Did Brendon love Ryan too? Maybe those were the strange butterflish feelings he was getting.
Ryan felt lips against his and as soon as his eyes opened, he knew they were Brendon's lush lips. He couldn't breathe from the closeness of his friend, but then he felt that he had to kiss back and so he did. But there was something wrong. Brendon's lips didn't seem welcoming. In fact, they were quivering as if they didn't want to be kissing him. Without thinking it twice, Ryan pushed him away, "Don't do that!" he screamed.
Brendon looked at Ryan in confusion, "Why not? You love me."
"But you don't!" Ryan snapped. He could almost feel tears in his eyes. "Don't feel pity, I know you don't want to kiss me."
"Ryan I..." he couldn't think of anything to say. Brendon Urie was speechless.
"I knew it. You know what, I think I'll walk." He announced and exited the car before Brendon could protest. He ran as fast as he could. Tears were no cascading on his cheeks. He didn't feel sad because Brendon didn't love him back; he felt anger because he kissed him. Brendon filled his heart with illusion for a few seconds, but just enough time to hurt him.
He took out his phone and dialed Kamz's. He had no idea were the bus was. "Hey..." he answered trying not to sound hurt.
"Ryan? How did it go?" was the first thing she said.
"We can talk about that later; can you come on a cab and pick me up?"
"Sure, where are you?"
Ryan told him the street name and number as he walked down the street, on the middle of the road. He saw no car lights, so it was all safe. Just a lonely night. "Thank ..." he stopped talking and his eyes widened.
"Ryan?!" Kamz screamed alarmed into the phone. She heard Ryan scream and then the phone went dead.
evil laughs This is going to be fun.
"You don't have to say anything Brendon, I just wanted you to know." he said feeling his heart beating faster every second that passed. He closed his eyes, not wanting to see Brendon's face anymore. His expression was normal yet dreadful. Ryan now knew he was alone in with his love. Maybe he should have just kept it a secret, but Kamz was right. He would have the doubt in his mine.
Brendon looked at Ryan, whose eyes were closed. His mind was still trying to process what his best friend had told him. Love, it was something so weird. Did Brendon love Ryan too? Maybe those were the strange butterflish feelings he was getting.
Ryan felt lips against his and as soon as his eyes opened, he knew they were Brendon's lush lips. He couldn't breathe from the closeness of his friend, but then he felt that he had to kiss back and so he did. But there was something wrong. Brendon's lips didn't seem welcoming. In fact, they were quivering as if they didn't want to be kissing him. Without thinking it twice, Ryan pushed him away, "Don't do that!" he screamed.
Brendon looked at Ryan in confusion, "Why not? You love me."
"But you don't!" Ryan snapped. He could almost feel tears in his eyes. "Don't feel pity, I know you don't want to kiss me."
"Ryan I..." he couldn't think of anything to say. Brendon Urie was speechless.
"I knew it. You know what, I think I'll walk." He announced and exited the car before Brendon could protest. He ran as fast as he could. Tears were no cascading on his cheeks. He didn't feel sad because Brendon didn't love him back; he felt anger because he kissed him. Brendon filled his heart with illusion for a few seconds, but just enough time to hurt him.
He took out his phone and dialed Kamz's. He had no idea were the bus was. "Hey..." he answered trying not to sound hurt.
"Ryan? How did it go?" was the first thing she said.
"We can talk about that later; can you come on a cab and pick me up?"
"Sure, where are you?"
Ryan told him the street name and number as he walked down the street, on the middle of the road. He saw no car lights, so it was all safe. Just a lonely night. "Thank ..." he stopped talking and his eyes widened.
"Ryan?!" Kamz screamed alarmed into the phone. She heard Ryan scream and then the phone went dead.
evil laughs This is going to be fun.
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