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UP AND OVER

by BabiGirl787 1 Reviews

GETTING OVER IT.....?

Category: Romance - Rating: R - Genres: Romance - Characters:  - Published: 2007/07/05 - Updated: 2007/07/05 - 585 words

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DO WE EVER REALLY GET OVER SOMEONE OR IS IT JUST THE SITUATION WE GET OVER AND TRY TO FORGET AND PUT IT BEHIND US? WHATS THE DIFFERENCE? ITS DEFINITELY A ONE WAY STREET IN MY CASE AND ITS MUCH HARDER.(MR. BIG)

WHEN TWO PEOPLE BOTH CARED THEY BOTH KNOW THAT THE OTHER MUST BE GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING GETTING OVER THEM.I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT I NEVER HAD TO GET OVER BIG.I WAS NEVER UNDER HIM SO TO SPEAK. I HAD TO GET OVER THE SITUATION , THE FACT THAT WE HAD OUR CHANCE , I RUINED IT AND THAT WAS THAT.

I GUESS SAYING I RUINED IT IS A BIT HARSH BUT THATS BASICALLY WHAT HAPPEND.I MADE MISTAKES.SO I HAD TO MOVE ON.UNFORTUNATELY , IM ASHAMED TO SAY , THAT SOMETIMES ( NOT ALOT JUST SOMETIMES) SOMETHING WHETHER ITS A SONG OR A MOVIE OR WHATEVER REMINDS ME AND I THINK ABOUT IT.AND I GET SAD FOR A SECOND.

OF COURSE I SHAKE IT OFF AND FORGET IT BUT IT MAKES ME THINK. IS THIS ALWAYS GONNA HAPPEN? THE "WHAT IFS" COME UP? THE WHOLE "I GUESS WE'LL NEVER KNOW" I SHOULD BE USED TO.THIS WHOLE TIME I JUST SAY THAT HE WAS JUST A BIG CRUSH AND SO I MADE HIM OUT TO BE PERFECT FOR ME. THOUGH IN THE END HE WASNT THE MAN I ALWAYS THOUGHT HE WAS. I HAD BUILT HIM UP SO MUCH IT WAS HARD TO LET HIM GO AND ACCEPT THAT HE JUST WASNT GONNA BE WHAT I EXPECTED.

ITS FUNNY THAT WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME ABOUT BIG I ALWAYS RESPOND WITH "LONG STORY" . BUT ITS JUST MY SIDE OF THE STORY BECAUSE TO HIM IM NOT A LONG STORY IM JUST "THAT GIRL I KNOW".SORRY TO DISSAPOINT ANYONE BUT THAT "LONG STORY" IM KEEPING TO MYSLEF FOR A WHILE. NO LESSON LEARNED THERE.ONLY TIME WASTED I GUESS.IT JUST WASNT MEANT TO BE AND IM OVER IT.THATS MY REASONING AND IM STICKING TO IT.

AS FOR SITUATIONS , I KNOW EVERYONE HAS THAT ONE MOMENT OR MOMENTS THAT THEY WISH THEY COULD JUST ERASE FROM THEIR MEMORIES.WHETHER YOU SAID SOMETHING COMPLETLY STUPID OR DID SOMETHING REALLY WRONG , THE THOUGHT OF THOSE THINGS JUST CREEP BACK UP ON US OUT OF NO WHERE.

NOW ME, IM A BLONDE SO DOING THOSE THINGS IS NOTHING NEW FOR ME.BUT IRREVERSABLE DAMAGE IS HARD TO DEAL WITH LET ALONE GET OVER.THE TRICK IS TO ACCEPT THAT WHAT HAPPEND IS IN THE PAST AND THE PRESENT IS WHAT COUNTS.EASIER SAID THAN DONE.

PEOPLE GET OVER IT IN DIFFERENT WAYS AND GET EVERYTHING OUT IN DIFFERENT FORMS. WHAT ME AND LAURA HAVE IN COMMON IS THAT WE BOTH NEVER HAD TO GET OVER SOMEONE JUST THE SHITTY WAY OUR RELATIONSHIPS ENDED AND THE SITUATIONS THAT CAUSED THEM TO COME TO AN END.

MEN TEND TO THINK THAT WE LADIES HAVE A CRYING SESSION PIGGING OUT ON JUNK FOOD AND WACHING SAD MOVIES.THAT WE DO BUT ITS NOT NECESSARY.IT JUST MAKES US FEEL BETTER FOR A WHILE , IT DOESNT HELP US GET OVER IT.

AS FOR GETTING EVERYTHING OUT POETRY , SONGS , AND DEPRESSING SHIT LIKE THAT DOES HELP.AFTER A WHILE I MOVE ON AND THAT WAS THAT. I GUESS YOU MIGHT PERCIVE THAT AS IVE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE.YOU WOULD BE RIGHT .UNLIKE CARRIE I DONT KNOW IF I BELIEVE IN LOVE . BUT ILL KEEP YOU POSTED.
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