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For the rest of that day, and for most of the night, Mya just sobbed her heart out.
‘I loved him…I really loved him’ She thought to herself. ‘Now it’s over and nothing is ever gonna become of it…I really need him…’
She cried even harder just thinking about him.
Suddenly she heard the song ‘pretty rave girl’ playing from her phone.
Mya picked the phone up and looked and saw it was Gerard…she couldn’t help but answer it.
“What do you want?” She said aggressively.
“I phoned just to check that you were okay…?”
“Yeah, I’m fucking great, never felt better!” She said sarcastically.
“Okay, stupid question I’m guessing.” He said wondering what he should say next.
“Correct. Gerard, you wanted me out of your life, you got that; so why are you still harassing me?” Mya said, sounding bored.
“Look, I only called to check you was okay, I understand I upset you…but I don’t want this to get in the way of what good friendship we could have…?” He said trying to persuade her.
“WHAT THE FUCK?! Gerard we can’t have a fucking ‘friendship’ after this...isn’t that obvious?!” Mya said angrily.
Gerard was hurt, very hurt; “No it isn’t…I don’t want you to hate me for what I did, I never knew that it would some how turn out the way it did…plus I thought it would be nice if we were still mates, after what’s happened…I’m sorry. He said, on the verge of tears.
“Yeah, you just fucked me and got back with your wife, no problem. Look leave me alone.” Mya actually started to feel kinda sorry for him.
“I don’t want to leave you alone…I still want contact with you…seriously My…please…?”
“I really don’t think so…you picked her over me…I don’t wanna know anymore.”
She thought to herself ‘Why am I being such a bitch to him…I feel bad for him, even though he hurt me…’
“Trust me it was a hard decision…and you know what I’m gonna tell you the truth…I don’t know if I have made the right decision or not…that’s why I don’t wanna fall out over this…”
Mya couldn’t help but stop and think about what he just said; it was so sweet, so thoughtful, but it still made her doubt why he picked his wife, Irina over her.
“Gerard, look if it means that much to you then ok I will keep in contact with you…” Mya said coming round to the idea.
His voice got excited “That’s great!!! Erm My…can I come round later on…I have a proposition for you…and well I think you ought to hear me out…” Gerard said in a shy but flirtatious voice.
Mya couldn’t help but smile “Yeah sure, come round at 1. What’s this proposition anyway…? It made her excited…that Gerard; the one she loved had something for her that he knew she would want…but what?!
“Wait and see! Okay then, i will be round then…I love…bye” He said quickly realising what the situation was like.
Mya blushed. “Bye Gee.”
This made Mya smile, and for some reason, she didn’t even know why, it’s not like anything was going to happened between them again…or was it?