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I can't believe she actually agreed to do this with me. I began to take off her skirt, then next her shirt and she was only in her underwear. God she looked beautiful. I kissed her again and while we kissed I began to remove the straps of her bra gently. And then I got on top of her and I pulled her panty down. I stared at the most amazing body I have ever seen. God she was so beautiful. I don't regret marrying her at all and I know I will never do. I kissed her ear and then whispered, "You're everything that I want, you know that?"
I pulled back and saw her smile, and she was about to take my clothes off too when suddenly, someone knocked on our door. I almost yelled out of frustration then I heard Alicia say, "Gerard, it's Brian. He needs to talk to you."
I looked at Amanda and she was frowning. She pulled the sheets up. "Go talk to him, Gerard," she said.
"… I'm sorry," I said as I stood up. I hoped it was important because if it was not, I'd rather die.
"Don't be," she said as I walked out the door. Alicia handed me the phone and she tried to peek in but I immediately closed the door.
"Is everything all right?" she asked me. I shook my head.
"Not anymore. He ruined it," I muttered as I held up the phone to my ear. "Hello?"
"Hey!" Brian greeted cheerfully. "When are you planning to go to your honeymoon?" I consulted Brian before I asked Amanda about the honeymoon, and Brian reminded me of Mandy's wish to be able to see Italy someday. But why did he have to call now?
"I dunno yet, maybe when we're not so busy," I replied.
"How about three days after New Year and then two weeks there?" he asked.
"I dunno yet ok? We'll see about that. Why are you so excited?" I asked, somewhat irritated because of what I have missed.
"Because if you want to, I could already take care of everything," he said.
"Ok, ok. Do what you want. I just want it to be perfect, ok?" I said.
"Ok, ok. Bye bye!" he said. I handed the phone back to Alicia. She was just looking at me as she took it.
"Was it important? He seemed so excited when he was looking for you," she said.
"He's just crazy… please, Alicia, if somebody calls again, can you please tell them to call later? I just need some moments with my wife," I said without thinking. Alicia smiled mischievously at me and I blushed slightly.
"Sure." She walked away and I went back to our room. But just as I did Amanda was getting out.
"Hey, where are you going?" I asked her. She walked past me but still answered.
"I'll go watch TV." I followed her to the living room, quite disappointed. This was all Brian's fault. Yeah this was all his fault.
I sat beside her on the couch as she surfed channels. I saw Alicia out of the corner of my eye enter the kitchen. She was probably laughing at me for not being able to "score" on Amanda just because of a phone call.
"Gerard?" she suddenly said, staring blankly at the TV as I looked at her.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"I'm sorry," she said. I wrinkled my forehead in confusion.
She looked at me with a frown on her face. "For everything bad I have done. I was so rude to you, so mean, and I regret it. I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry 'cause you're so scared of me. I really regret it, I swear. I promise I will not be like how I was anymore. Give me a chance to change, ok?"
I was surprised. I mean… well, I just didn't expect her to say all that. Especially the last part. I mean… well this was sudden. It was so eccentric. I just cannot believe she had said that. But as I looked into her face I realized she was serious and my lips slowly pursed into a smile. Maybe one of these days she would finally say she loves me.
I touched her chin and continued smiling. "It's ok, baby. You know what, even if you stay the same or even if you change, I will still love you and I know I will never ever regret that I married you. And even if you don't love me, even if you will never learn to love me, I will still love you," I said, I knew I sounded like a martyr but that was how I really felt and I wanted to say it out loud.
She smiled back at me then sank on my chest. "Thanks, Gee."
And just like that, I fell even harder for Amanda Louise Anderson, if that was possible.
Hah, I did it. I actually apologized. And he forgave me. I wonder if he would have forgiven me if I did not say or think that he would forgive me… I mean that… "power"? Or whatever you call it, all I know is, I said to myself, "He'll forgive me, I just have to say sorry." And look, he did.
I inhaled the scent of his body. He smelled like coffee and soap. He smelled great, actually. Suddenly I was turned on again, God he turns me on in almost whatever he does. I began to kiss his chest and he laughed a little. I knew by then that he was thinking what I was thinking.
I moved my lips to his and kissed him ever so lightly. Then I whispered on his ear, "I want you tonight."
That night the guys decided to leave, and I wasn't sure if they knew about Amanda being in the mood that night. Anyway after they left I closed the main door and smiled at Amanda who was behind me. She was smiling too when I looked at her.
"I remember you telling me earlier that you want to have me tonight?" I asked as I walked towards her.
"I remember what I said was I want you tonight," she said, putting her arms around my neck.
"That doesn't make any difference." I covered my lips with hers and she began pushing me until we reached our room. When we got in I slammed the door shut and pinned her down the bed. Nothing was going to stop me now.
I removed her clothes and afterwards removed mine too, and into every thrust I did she moaned slightly and with pleasure. I loved how she sounded, and I loved the way she was grabbing on to the sheet each time I did my job. When it was her turn I felt like I was in paradise. This was one of the few things I wanted to happen between us, and was I ever so glad it was happening.
When we were done we just lay on our bed, the sheets covering us. I know that men are supposed to be asleep after having sex but I couldn't fall asleep. I just held her in my arms. I didn't want to sleep because I was afraid that when I wake up she'd be rude to me again and she'd hate me. She wasn't asleep too, she was just staring straight ahead.
"I love you, Amanda," I said then kissed her head. "I'm certain of that." She didn't reply. It's not like I actually expected her to say she loves me too, but I was hoping she'd say that. She just snuggled closer to me, and even though I didn't get the answer I wanted, I felt contented. Maybe we were finally getting somewhere now.
After a few minutes, she finally spoke. "Gee, can I have you again tomorrow night and the night after that?" she asked. I smiled and looked at her, she was looking at me innocently and it was so cute. I touched her cheek and pressed her forehead against mine.
"You can have me forever, baby, whenever you want me," I said. "You already have me and you will never lose me no matter what happens. I love you too much to not grant anything you say." After that I kissed her and our tongues automatically responded with each other.
Author's Notes: well… I dunno, I just wanted them to finally "HAVE" each other… but just wait, I'm actually excited to type because I'm waiting for something to happen… guess it will happen in chappy ten or up… haha, well I'll be updating soon. Though I think I'm going to be quite busy cuz of my exams, but I'll really try to update soon. Okay? =] love to all of you! Reviews please…