sorry for the delay! here it is :))
Nine months later…
I sat up and looked sadly at the empty space beside me. If only I didn't do it, Gerard would be there, lying beside me and telling me he loves me. If only I still had my "power of words", he would still be there, loving me. But I had done it, it's all my fault why he isn't sleeping beside me anymore. He's always on the couch.
The door to our room opened and he came in. He looked at me, that usual, unexpressive look on his face as if he was now numb. But when you look into his eyes there is sadness, I know because I was the one who caused it.
"I'm just going to get my jacket," he said and walked to the closet. I stood up and followed him.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"You don't have to know," was his reply. I looked down sadly, I wanted to cry. But I couldn't blame anyone else but myself. I had hurt him. And I couldn't do anything about it now. I should have been clever.
"I'm sorry for asking," I said. "Be safe, I love—"
"I'll just text you if I'll be coming home," he said, cutting me off and walking outside. When he was out of sight, I let the tears fall. He doesn't even let me say "I love you" to him now. He doubts it, and it's all my fault…
Six months earlier, after Christmas…
"Where are you gonna take me?" I happily asked Gerard as I packed our things.
"I can't tell you, I want you to be surprised," he said. I only smiled at him and continued packing. After the first ever night we claimed each other we had become closer and he had become more at ease with me. The awkward atmosphere was gone and he totally forgot how I "mistreated" him before.
And well, I kinda wished it would be Christmas so I would meet Mama Way and the others. And I was excited to go on our late honeymoon, too. Anyway it is a day after Christmas, and tonight is our flight to… where the hell he would take me. But as long as I'm with him, it's ok.
"Milan, Italy?!" I said unbelievably. That was my dream place but I never thought he would take me there. We were now on the car and Mikey was driving. He and Alicia decided to bring us to the airport.
I looked at Gerard, my mouth opened wide in amused shock. He smiled and touched my chin, closing my mouth. "I know you wanted to see it someday. Well, I want to see it with you," he said.
"Oh my God… you made me so much happy Gerard!" I exclaimed and hugged him. Alicia looked at us and smiled.
"Aww… Mikey I want to go to Norway!" she said, touching Mikey's arm. I laughed at her and she glared at me playfully.
"Al, stop! I'm driving," Mikey said, laughing at her, too. She let go of his arm and looked at us again.
"Hey Mandy you bitch, buy things for us, ok? And have fun, don't be too selfish to forget to buy things especially for me!" she said playfully, I laughed and nodded.
"Sure, how can I forget you, Al?" I said.
Later Gerard and I were finally at the plane. I looked at him as he sat beside me, he looked so cute. He was wearing, as usual, all-black attire, plus black sunglasses. He looked so hot, as usual. When he was finally settled he whispered to me, "I forgot to remind you how much I hate plane rides."
I smiled at him and rubbed his arm. "Don't worry, I'm with you. Just tell me if you're getting dizzy, ok?" I said.
"Ok." He smiled at me and our lips collided.
Gerard did well at the plane though there was a time he got nauseous I thought he would throw up, but he didn't. We slept to take his mind off the trip, and when we woke up we were only an hour away from Italy.
"We're here," he said when the plane finally landed.
"Oh, I'm so excited!" I said giddily. When we finally got off the plane a limo fetched us. It was all so perfect, he had this really planned I guess. We were brought to a marvelous hotel, and had the nicest room ever. It was beige and as I walked inside petals fell on my feet, I don't know how that happened. The wallpaper was amusing, and I was so speechless I couldn't do anything but smile. This was all to perfect.
"What do you think?" he asked, wrapping his arms around me.
"I, I, I can't speak… oh, God, this is so, so beautiful…" I faced him and filled his face with kisses. Then when I reached his lips he began pushing me back, and the next thing I knew we were laying on the bed, him on top of him. We breathed for a while and I smiled at him. "You make me so happy, you know that?"
"You do, too, I love you so much," he said and covered my mouth with his. The moment was absolutely perfect and nothing or no one was gonna ruin it.
Author's Notes: sorry I have not updated for so long! I was so busy with school, finishing the requirements and taking exams, it was really tiring but I'm glad that we only have a week left, and it's finally summer! :)) I'm so excited, though I'd be missing my friends and classmates… anyway, this is sorta… I dunno how to put this… but just a chappy to let you know I'm still continuing this and the other stories. Let me know what you think ASAP, I really need reviews. :)) love you guys!