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just how i feel

Category: Romance - Rating: G - Genres: Romance - Published: 2010-02-16 - Updated: 2010-02-17 - 368 words - Complete
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why do i feel like this?
OK so where do start...
im a bisexual teenager and have been for a while now
I have my eye on another guy (who's name will be unspoken for this story) who i know to be bi as well but I don't know
what he thinks of me, all I know is he's all I think about 24/7 and i just want to be with him
I have all these corny love songs stuck in my head every time I think about him suck as
all I want for Christmas is you, im in love with a wonderful guy, id do anything for love, i knew i loved you
oh and who can forget I just called to say I love you
you know all the corny ones, but they reflect how I feel about this boy and i hope he loves me back
I have only told 2 people I love this guy and they have said GO FOR IT but im not so sure about what i should do
I mean I want to but I don't know how to and im worried about how i will feel if i get rejected, maybe I should keep it all bottled up
or maybe I should just tell him how much i love him and hope he feels the same
I am sat here writing this and i am still thinking about him and how he fills my heart with love and joy and it tears me up to
think I feel this way but don't know what or how he feels
I know that in my heart this feels so right but my brain is over calculating things as a brain does and i get so frustrated at times thinking about him but its all I can do!!!!
gggrrgggg this is soo annoying sat here all I can think about is him and how i would feel if we were together
I would be complete, as if nothing else in the world matters to me as long as i have him...

oh my god i love him so much but if i keep it bottled up i think im going to go INSANE!!!!!!!
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