I get you XEvil_AngelX
I know what it's like to have your familly treat you like shit and all, and I too daydream about being in a lifesaving band.
We have to learn to live on our own and not depend on anyone because in the end, we can't really count on people (exept bands like mcr) that's why we should enjoy our youth, and let's face it, mcr is gonna be around until Gerard can't strut dat ass anymore, so we have like, 30 more years to fangirl over them! :)
and I'm sorry for making you cry. :(