Upset is an understatement for what i feel right now.
I'm so so sorry honey.
I just can't believe this happened. I mean, Lauren was my favourite author on "Fuckwad". Without a doubt. Her amazing writing and humor cheered me up so much, she made the worst days ever seem a little bit brighter. I have been crying all night, ever since i found out, because i just can't believe it happened. You were seriously amazing, you were just such a good person.
I remember how happy i was for you when you managed to get a place in Cali. I remember the awesome authors notes. I remember how you were one of the only writers i knew who actually cared about politics and world events, which was really cool.
It breaks my heart to know you can't get to that Uni/college now. It really breaks my heart to know you didn't even have a chance to live out your life to the full.
It kills me.
I've created a group in her memory on facebook, and i expect to see all of you joining.
Honey, i still can't believe you're gone. Where ever you are, rest in peace.