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I don't know how much longer I can do this without you...
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I don't know how long I can do this without you...
Jake Mourali died almost two years ago now, at the young age of 15... He was my best friend for ten years, then, he was my boyfriend, my soulmate, my other half, whatever you want to call it, he was my everything... Now he is gone...
Some days are not that bad, I can trick myself into beleiving that I am happy, that I am content with life without him, but then some days are harder than others, like today... Someone stole one of the few things I have left to remember him by, someone who was very close to me and should have known better...
I don't know how much longer I can do this without him... I have wanted to follow him into death every day since he died, but I promised I would not... That promse is getting harder and harder to keep... But as much as I may want to end it all, I know that I wont, I couldn't do it to the ones of whom I love and the ones who love me... If there are any...
I guess what I needed to ask people, is how do you manage to stay positive with something like this? Should I be over it already? It's been two years, but it still hurts so much...
Jake Mourali died almost two years ago now, at the young age of 15... He was my best friend for ten years, then, he was my boyfriend, my soulmate, my other half, whatever you want to call it, he was my everything... Now he is gone...
Some days are not that bad, I can trick myself into beleiving that I am happy, that I am content with life without him, but then some days are harder than others, like today... Someone stole one of the few things I have left to remember him by, someone who was very close to me and should have known better...
I don't know how much longer I can do this without him... I have wanted to follow him into death every day since he died, but I promised I would not... That promse is getting harder and harder to keep... But as much as I may want to end it all, I know that I wont, I couldn't do it to the ones of whom I love and the ones who love me... If there are any...
I guess what I needed to ask people, is how do you manage to stay positive with something like this? Should I be over it already? It's been two years, but it still hurts so much...
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