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Anti-Social.

by MCR-99 6 reviews

Just because I don't talk doesn't mean I have nothing to say.

Category: Poetry - Rating: PG - Genres: Angst - Published: 2013-07-14 - Updated: 2013-07-14 - 293 words

-1MarySue
Anti-Social

I'm anti-social, meaning I don't talk as much as I normally do. Or barely talk at all. I'm pretty shy if you think about it, yet only at school. At home, I'm completely out-going, yet only to myself. Another benifit of not talking, you get so lonely you talk to yourself 99.9% of the time, and you weird out everyone else.

The reason for not talking and being shy all the time is completely simple: school is one big place, a scary place, even. My school is anyway, but that's just because it's a senior school, filled with about one-thousand-four-hundred people, including teachers and staff. The entire place is cramped, I'm like a sardine in a sardine can. Pushers and shovers are everywhere in the lunch lines, it's like a fucking mosh pit sometimes.

Now, when someone wonders why I don't talk, they assume I have nothing to say or I can't hear them. Half of the time, that's the case, but the other half, I have a bunch of things I wanna say, but never find the courage to say it. I discover all these things that'd be in concequence for saying just those words. Take a bullying situation for example. Someone could be calling me all these names and starting false allegations about me, and I so badly want to scream at them to fucking shut up, yet I never do, because I'd probably get beat up.

So, just remember one litle thing when you decide to have a conversation with a sometimes-overly-anti-social girl like me. Just because I don't talk doesn't mean I don't have a lot to say.

A/N: This wasn't based off anything, I'm just speaking from the heart. Rate and Review! Peace and Cookies! XO Sadie
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