Categories > Celebrities > Fall Out Boy > Not being with you is killing me slowly

Love causes suicide

by loveisdead22

Category: Fall Out Boy - Rating: NC-17 - Genres:  - Published: 2007-09-21 - Updated: 2007-09-21 - 1112 words - Complete

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It had been a couple of days and Peyten had quit eating she was still in the same clothes all she did was lay in her bed. She thought about how life would be if she was dead. She was in a dark place and the only person who could pull her out of it was the one person she never wanted to see again. But everytime she turned on the TV there he was and everytime she turned on the radio his voice sung through the speakers. She was almost to her cracking point.
Pete left yesterday and insisted she come with him she could have stayed on The Academy Is bus. But she told Pete she wanted to get back to school.
It was Monday Peyten was home by herself both her parents where at work and Andrew was at college. Hilary had promised to stop by and check her.
Peyten got out of bed and walked to mirror her hair was matted to her head her eyes where swallen and bloodshot she looked skinnier than she normally did. He heartached and her head hurt. She turned on the radio Fall Out Boy came blaring through the speakers Peyten picked it up and through it to floor watching it shatter to piece just like her heart she had enough she couldn't escape him.
She walked downstair tears in her eyes and grabbed a knife out of the butcher block and walked back upstairs, she stared at the knife and slowly pressed the cold sharp steel to her wrist and cut she felt the warm blood flow down her arm. She sat there and stared at it. She didn't feel any pain she was numb.

Pete was sleeping on the bus when he got a feeling that something was wrong with Peyten.
"How far are we from Chicago" Pete came out yelling
"About 45 minutes why" Andy said
"We have to go back" Pete said
"Pete we have a show tonight" Patrick said
Pete started freaking out and tried calling Peytens phone when it went to voicemail
"Turn the fucking bus around" Pete screamed his face going pale.
"Do it" Patrick said
Andy and Joe looked confused
"Peyten" Pete said starting to cry
They got to the house in record time Pete ran upstairs to Peytens room and found her laying on the ground in a puddle of blood, she was faintly breathing and really pale.
"Call 911" Pete yelled
Patrick came running up.
"You did this" Pete yelled shoving Patrick into the wall.
"Pete calm down" Joe said wrapping a rag around Peytens wrist trying to stop the bleeding.
The paramedics soon arrived and took Peyten to the hospital Pete and the rest of the guys followed.
"Peyten Wentz" Pete said to the receptionist
"Are you family" She said
"Yeah I am her brother" Pete said
"She in surgery the doctor will come out and update you once she out" she said
Pete went to waiting area where William was having to be restaint by the butcher and Sisky.
"I shouldn't have left her" Pete said
Everyone stopped and looked at Pete.
"She'll be okay" William said sitting down next to Pete.
"Pete" his mom said running in
"She in surgery" Pete said
His mom broke down. Pete pulled her into his arms.
Hours past and no word which was making everyone even more on edge. Pete looked over at Patrick he was crying he knew that Patrick loved his sister. He got up and walked over and sat down next to him.
"Its my fault" Patrick said
"I am sorry I pushed you" Pete said
"She was my world Pete and I lost everything because of a stupid mistake" Patrick said
"Its not your fault man its Christy I think she did it purposly" Pete said
"I just want her back" Patrick said her broke down he was crying uncontrolably Mrs. Wentz got up and went over to Patrick.
"She had a moment of weakness she'll be fine" She said pulling Patrick into her arms
"Peyten Wentz" The doctor said
Pete William Patrick and her mom raced over.
"Shes stable she lost alot of blood we had to do a tranfusion and reconnect everything but she will be fine" He said
The whole waiting room sighed in relief
"Can we see her" Pete said
"Yeah she asking for Panda Bear she really drugged up" He said
"What room" Pete said
"209" He said
Pete took off and found his sisters room he knocked on the door and walked in.
"Panda" Peyten said
"Peyten" Pete said engulfing her in a hug.
"I am so sorry" She said
"No worries" Pete said
Just than Patrick walked in.
"Get out" Peyten said
"Pey hear him out please" Pete said
"Fine but only for you" She said
Pete got up and left the room.
Patrick went and took Petes seat next to the bed.
"Do you remember when we first met" Patrick said
Peyten nodded
"I fell in love with than Peyten Pete told me I had to wait until you where at least 16 before I could I date you but you told me on your 15th birthday you where in love with me and we have been us ever since" Patrick said tears streaming down his face
"Worst mistake I ever made" Peyten said coldly
"Pey I wouldn't give up the last 2 years for anything" Patrick said
She looked at him she so badly wanted to forgive him, but she couldn't.
"I wouldn't either" She choked out
"I know all the trust is gone but Pey please give me anther chance" Patrick said
"I can't" Peyten said in barely a whisper
"Why not" Patrick said
"If it was anyone else" She said her voice cracking
Patrick closed his eyes.
"I love you" Patrick said getting up and walking out
"I love you too" Peyten said as the door closed.
Her mom and dad along with Pete came walking in.
"You are going on tour with your brother" her mom said
"You can stay with William and the guys but I need you close and I need to know someone can keep an eye on you at all times and that isn't going to happen at home mom and dad have to work" Pete said
"Hes right Pey and Petes been through this hes the one you need now" Her dad said
She just nodded.
"Well Princess you get some sleep and we will see you tomorrow" Her parents said they both kissed the top of her head and left.
Pete grabbed Peytens hand and she closed her heavy eyes and fell into a dreamless sleep.
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