I wish FicWad had awards like other fanfiction sites I use. You deserve some sort of...honor or award or...I dunno, something. Like a Certificate of Awesomeness. You're BLOODY PHENOMENAL. You are officially my favorite writer on this site. EVER. And this story only gets more beautiful. I've got one request, though: eventually, could you get Gerard some sort of help, or at least fix him up some? Those violence bits are disturbing, but the bit that really freaked me out was the one where you told the other things Gee's done to him, like locking him outside or tossing that book at him. It's so real that it's freaky.
But this is positively amazing.