Have you ever done something and then watched someone do it 1000x better, but even though you really didn't want to you kept watching what they were doing? That's kinda what I feel like right now. You're writing has literally brought me to tears about my own writing. You have no idea how badly I just want to stop writing. I feel like nothing I write is good enough when I read this fan fiction. I can't even convey to you how amazing this is. You have completely murdered my confidence in my writing with this act of perfection, and I mean that in the nicest of ways.
Well, I'll tell you, I've been writing and telling stories to myself since I was four years old, maybe even younger than that. You're an excellent writer too though, and I would advise you not to stop, because when you update I get a nice little warm feeling in my chest.