Okay i just started reading this and i adore it. The concept is just so brilliant and the way you're writing is fantastic. I'm astonished. It's too perfect. You should take all the time you need to update, i'll miss you of course if you go MIA but you can devote as much or as little time and effort to this as possible, go at your own pace. If you're going through a hard time remember you can talk to anyone on here (i know all your reviewers are awesome as well, their comments mirror exactly how i feel about your work). Don't push yourself to write if you don't want to, an awesome story such as this should not be rushed :) i hope everything gets better for you.