Okay, no. Don't do it honey. Look, there's so much more to live for! You can move out and loose contact with people you don't wanna see and you can create a life of your own. You can follow you dreams, be who you want, go where you want..
Yo'know, when you're old enough.
But remember there's always people to help you. There's always someone who cares - even if your mother says otherwise. You don't deserve to die and you most certainly shouldn't take your own life. But I know how you feel - I really do.
But don't do it. Everything'll be fine one day, you just gotta wade through the shit. You can do it, just stay strong. For people who love you. For yourself.
Just, keep on running.
Email me if you want.. xo
youcannotdestroyme@hotmail.co.uk