I cannot express how much I love this.
It's so .... Fucked up ..... And, the way you describe Ryans feelings, it's like ..... It's every thing you've wanted to do but never acted on.
It's so twisted, and gruesome, and naked, and horrifying, and wrong ..... But that is what makes it amazing :)
Also, I was gonna review on another earlier chapter, but thought I would read to the end (or near the end) before I do, and I love how you write this story, like every thought that passes through his head.
Well done, you did such a fucking good job :)