You honey, are amazing. The poem was beautifully writen.
I will say one thing though. and that is you should never, and i mean never feel weak for crying, or even think it makes you weak, You cry weither you are happy or sad. It's a beautiful emotion that you should never have to feel guilty about. I hope one day you find the coruge to show that emotion
Love you lots baby girl
And I know I shouldn't, but, ya know, it just is.