THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL, AND THE WHOLE TIME I WAS IN SUCH A MIX OF SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR BE SAD? You.. You.. I don't even know, you made me LAUGH and CRY at the same time. I'm so sorry if this doesn't even make sense I can't even stop crying. I just. It's. It's /amazing/. It's. It's everything I hate to love. It's everything that just makes my emotions just go fucking /crazy/. I love you, and I love you for writing this and I just. I can't even cope. Oh /GOD/.