wow this is really sad...
i don't know how much of these words is true and which are just fiction, but if you really feel that way then...
well, what then?
i don't know, i'm no genius and no therapist. all i can offer is my mail adress, y'know if you want to talk to some random fucker on the internet
for whatever reason
needcrazy4life@web.de
also, welcome to ficwad!
xo k