You are an incredible writer, the feelings you pour out touch all that read your work.
Please keep writing to let all those feelings of hurt and helplessness find somewhere to go and your soul is freed from them for a time.
We talked on the phone many weeks ago. I have worried about you. I hope we can find a place to talk online that will be safer for you.
Whenever the times of desperation come, remember that in a few years you will have the freedom to find happiness. Noone will be able to stop you. In the span of someone's life those few years of waiting are small... though that waiting makes you feel trapped. It will pass, it will.
It would be my wish that you have someone to talk to that could help. Do you ever get to talk to a doctor? I wish I knew his name. I feel so helpless, too.
You are very very dear to me. I miss you terribly.
Author's response
Thank you so much! Wow...I just...I'm not sure what to say. I go to a small group counseling session every Wednesday morning, but that doesn't help me much, seeing as the other people in the group are all notorious gossipers from my school...I honestly feel pretty alone in dealing with my personal problems most of the time. I don't exactly have many people to turn to. Thank you so, so much for this review. You could email me if you'd like. My email address is hannahgerbig@gmail.com.
I miss you too.