Wait, what? You're going to kill yourself because your favorite band broke up? I get it, they're really important to you, they saved your life, but how do you think they would feel if they knew that none of it mattered? That they helped all these people and saved lives and all, and now because they chose not to continue a band that had been around for like over ten years, everyone they saved just drops dead? That's not what it's about.
I realize you're heartbroken, but didn't they do enough? Personally I feel like they deserve at least this much respect from their fans. Their music is still there, the message didn't go anywhere. We all knew they can't keep doing this forever. There ARE other things to live for.